had a date out today with my dearest bf ! headed to borders to get our books. its really an addictive place to go to. if both of us had the ability, we would probably just grab any book we thought it would be nice and buy all of them. i bought a book named 'Marshmallows for Breakfast'. hopefully it is nice enough to make me hooked onto it and complete reading it fast. after that was to Ajisen for dinner. both of us shared a bowl of ramen and a plate of soft shell crab. how sweett ! haha following was shopping around. did not manage to get what i am looking for. but still, i still loved the night ! (:
will be having my nafa tomorrow. hope i don't flunk it becase of my standing broad jump and shuttle run. wish me luck ! goodnights
a strand of noodle, a piece of meat and a small piece of soft shell crab for photo sake just as we were finishing.
* more pictures to come soon :)
GET UP! ; 11:36 PM;
Wednesday, January 30, 2008
craps !
finally i am done with watching 公主小妹 ! the ending was sweet but yet so so only. i believe and hope that they will come up with a sequel. kind of bored now. i need to find somemore nice drama shows to watch ! any nice shows to recommend before algae starts growing on me once again ?
caught Rambo 4 today. just one word to describe the graphics and effects. SUPERB ! however the only setback is that it is quite gruesome. imagine watching scenes whereby people are exploding infront of you. fortunately i have a strong heart. thank you to my emo-ing partners for accompanying me (in a way). (: the next movie i want to watch would be P.S I Love You. nigel said that it is nice and sweet. just those typical kind of love show. well, shall see who'd be the honoured one/s to catch it with me. HAHA.
i keep having a feeling that i want to blog on something. but i just cannot remember what is it. must be the syndrome of getting old -.- alright then, till i return to blog again. =)
it was supposed to be a slacking / emo-ing session, however it turned out to be a stunt session with the 3 monkeys. oopss ! haha
don't get too excited over this picture, ms.bamboo.
froggie's up !
even a frog can do it, why can't you ? haha =X
and, for the FINALE ! (:
3 of us were wearing the same shirt yesterday purely out of coincidence.
on a friend's behalf to help him ' advertise ' his workshop ! (:
my heart does not seem to be at ease. it isn't within my control anymore. no matter how much i calm it down, it is just so pointless.
GET UP! ; 10:56 PM;
Tuesday, January 29, 2008
wait for you
Elliott Yamin - Wait For You
I never felt nothing in the world like this before Now I'm missing you & I'm wishing that you would come back through my door Why did you have to go? You could have let me know So now I'm all alone, Girl you could have stayed but you wouldn't give me a chance With you not around it's a little bit more then i can stand And all my tears they keep running down my face Why did you turn away?
So why does your pride make you run and hide? Are you that afraid of me? But I know it's a lie what you keep inside This is not how you wanted to be
So baby I will wait for you Cause I don''t know what else i can do Don't tell me I ran out of time If it takes the rest of my life Baby I will wait for you If you think I'm fine it just ain't true I really need you in my life No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you
It's been a long time since you called me (How could you forget about me) You got me feeling crazy (crazy) How can you walk away, Everything stays the same I just can't do it baby What will it take to make you come back Girl I told you what it is & it just ain't like that Why can't you look at me, your still in love with me Don't leave me crying.
Baby why can't we just start over again Get it back to the way it was If you give me a chance I can love you right But your telling me it wont be enough
So baby I will wait for you Cause I don''t know what else i can do Don't tell me I ran out of timeIf it takes the rest of my life Baby I will wait for you If you think I'm fine it just ain't true I really need you in my life No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you
So why does you pride make you run & hide Are you that afraid of me? But I know it's a lie what your keeping inside Thats not how you wanted to be Baby I will wait for you Baby I will wait for you If it's the last thing i do
Baby I will wait for you Cause I don''t know what else i can do Don't tell me I ran out of time If it takes the rest of my life Baby I will wait for you If you think I'm fine it just ain't true I really need you in my life No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you I'll Be Waiting
this song was used by 'somebody' once. now, i am using this song back to that 'somebody'. the lyrics really just explains my heartfelt feelings. it is really what i have to say to you. just like during the time when you used it. but what will the outcome be this time ? a good one ? or a bad one ?
i am still at the starting point waiting. all i just need is for you to turn your head around and you'll be able to find me there. but how willing are you ? MANY MISSES =d
GET UP! ; 1:10 AM;
Monday, January 28, 2008
many yawns
changed the song on my blog. i am super addicted to this song these few days.(yet again huh) although i heard that this song isn't new. but it is a nice nice song (: it's such a pity that imeem only plays 30 seconds of the song. what are the other better hosts for music ?
i am busy watching 公主小妹 (Romantic Princess)now. people have been telling me that i am lagging behind. this show was like sometime back already but it is only now then i am watching it. afterall its nothing new that i am lagging. haha but one thing is that, this show is overly sweet ! its sweet until the extend that it will make you be filled with jelousy and envy over the lovely couple, zhang shao han and wu zhun. but it's like all other taiwan shows. the couples in them are always so sweet and so fairy-tale like. such sweet-ness will never happen in reality. i am just 1 more episode away to the ending. what shall be the next show for me to watch ?
hmms, i am so tempted to change my handphone. but i also can't beart to part with my w800i. i have been using it for 21 months now and i have NEVER ever sent it for servicing before. it is my first phone which has been with me for so long and my first phone which need not be sent into "ICU" so far. i'm so proud of it ! haha. and i have no confidence that my next phone will be as good as this. afterall it's a touch phone, i am sure that there will be problems here and there surfacing. unless i do not change to the phone i am looking at.
TIMEis really a weird thing to understand. it is capable of making a person change from good to bad, bad to good, just within a night. it is also capable of making a person have a change of feelings just by a snap of your fingers. and, it is also capable making a person understand their own feelings better. people always say : "time is able to heal all wounds" just how true is this sentence ? truthfully speaking, i don't really believe in it. slowly i am beginning to feel that the word 'time' is very scary. it will only leave you feeling with much more agony. unless someone can proof to me that TIME is not a nasty thing afterall. only then, then i might change my point of view on it.
you put me high upon a pedestal, so high that i could almost see eternity. but why is it that you could just let me fall from that great height, with just the few words you left for me ?
GET UP! ; 10:38 AM;
Thursday, January 24, 2008
rotting
well well, i have been slightly busy these days. not during school time of course. but is after school hours. during my hard-to-pass-time period in school, it still sucks. but, i will still try to eat some snake here and there to pass time. at least that won't make it feel so sucky. haha
SATURDAY (190108) :
met up with BFF for a shopping spree. but in the end, i only bought a top, a pair of skinnies, a pair of bumblebee, a pair of shoes and a bag. i expected myself to bring more stuffs home, but it's really hard finding something nice and something you like. plus, the weather temperature and the number of people around did not seem to help make things better for us. but nonetheless, we were quite happy with the things we bought. especially with the pair of shoes and the bag. i managed to make the ' auntie ' inside of me come out to bargain with the sales person. in the end, from a $23 or $25 pair of shoes, we only had to pay $20 each ! it was such a great buy because the shoe is really quite comfortable and it's really not bad. and i am so happy that i finally have a bucket bag ! have been looking around for quite some time and didn't really managed to find any nice ones, except for those online. the bag came in two sizes, the small one, which was really small until you could just put your necessary items in, was $15 the bigger one whereby you are able to fit an A4 size stuff inside it was $20. anybody in the right state of mind would definately agree that the bigger one was more worth it. and so VIOLA ! i bought the slighter-bigger-size bucket bag ! WHOOHOO !
for the advantage of those who do not know how does the so-called bucket bag look like, here's a picture of it
and it was to cheesecake cafe at night. we really talked alot that day. finally our lives had been updated to one and another =)
SUNDAY (200108)
sentosa-ed today. i was really damn lazy to go and join them. but in the end, from the flooding of phone calls from kw and hanzy, i reluctantly pulled myself out from my lovely bed. i was under the shade most of the time because i was not in the mood of tanning. i think the only time i was under the sun was during our soccer match. this was the first time i stayed under a shade for so long when i am in sentosa. after that was to peninsula plaza, dinner and home sweet home. was super tired but yet had lots of fun ! (:
now i am not able to go to work for the time being. my pass had expired since 31st Dec 2007. and the surprising thing is that, i was still able to report for work last week ! like what the hell -.- happily i went to work on tuesday together with ms.froggie only having to find out from the police officer that my pass had already expired. it was such a RARE day that i finally had that tiny bit of mood for work but unfortunately. anyway it did not affect me that much. i just thought that i had wasted my freaking time to travel down, although my work place isn't that far. haha made my way back to school to look for farhan and company to provide me with some entertainment. looks like this month i would not earn much again. because the speed of processing a pass takes ages to complete ! GOSH =(
I SO REGRET CUTTING AND COLOURING MY HAIR ! I MISS MY LONG HAIR ! i am freaking not used to my 'new' look. it feels that i am back to my secondary school days now. TRAGIC ! =( how did i ever have the courage to do such a thing. please let my hair grow faster pretty pleasee ! SIGHSS . . . . i'm depressed
don't look back at a new direction, i loved you once, needed protection, you're still a part of everything I do, you're on my heart just like a tattoo
GET UP! ; 10:14 AM;
Thursday, January 17, 2008
BORING
i am so tireddd ! everyday i am dragging myself to school. YAWNS ! plus now that i am back to going to work, it will be worse ! i will be even more deprived of my beauty sleep. you will see me blogging here quite often to complain about my tiredness. how i really wish that i could be granted my 2 weeks of not needing to clock in. in this way i can sleep until i am satisfied before slowly make my way to school. but it is impossible. =(
come to think about it, i feel that my everyday life is quite life-less. everyday from 9 to 5.30 is coming to rot in school. and after that is either continue rotting in sme, heading for work or probably hanging out with my friends. but most of the time i am just rotting ! goodness gracious. i need some entertainment ! i need some motivation ! i need some life !
please feel free to date me out in order to let me get some of my life back. i will appreciate it lots.
GET UP! ; 3:49 PM;
Monday, January 14, 2008
TIRED !
nowadays, i dread going to school. i have got no motivation at all ! perhaps it is because my project is completed that's why. although my supervisor wants us to improve on some parts, but i just don't have the ' feel ' for anything. having to pull myself out of bed so early makes it worse. that resulted in me being late for 2 days last week. and i was late today again ! i am so deprived of sleep ! how i wish i can just take one day to sleep the whole day off. in this way, i can also not think of stuffs i don't want to. how nice would that be.
are memories a good or a bad thing ? this is a question i have been asking myself since don't know when. if one day you were to lose your memory, would you feel happy or sad ? sometimes i just wish i could lose my memory. even if what you had once are nice and sweet memories, in the end you will suffer because of them. if only we could just remove those memories which we do not want to have. but still, it is easier said than done.
oh well, this post is just so damn random. signing off here.
tell me, have you ever loved and lost somebody wished there was a chance to say i'm sorry i lost it the day you turned your back and walk away.
GET UP! ; 10:57 AM;
Sunday, January 13, 2008
LOVES !
MY DEEPEST AND WARMEST THANK YOU'S TO ALL MY DEAREST FRIENDS ! thank you all for making my special day such a memorable one. having all of you there was more than what i could have asked for ! =) i had my 21st birthday celebration at safra town club. decided to do something different as compared to the usual of holding a chalet. so i had it at a lounge/ktv lounge/bar. though the time spent was not very long (although it was not short either) but what mattered most was the company i had that night. and of course not forgetting all the crap and fun we had. really hoped that everyone enjoyed themselves as much as i did ! well, at least i believed our dear yong tian did enjoy himself with his "I DIE" ! HAHA (:
7th JAN :
I AM OFFICIALLY 21 YEARS OLD ! gosh, i feel so freaking old =(
spent this great day with a great someone. thank you loads ! (:
okie dookie, i shall leave you all with the MANY pictures i have from my birthday celebration. enjoy them !
we had 4 towers of beer (left) and unlimited supply of syrup (right) !
and then came along the food
cam whoring with mr yong tian
the greatest friends (:
cheers to my 21st !
mel ho
jingyao and some others say we look alike. do we ?
xiao bai =X
mel ho, james, me and jingyao
olivia, me and grace
the cameraman zoomed in on me when i was supposed to be posing with yongtian
the 2 fishy sisters
peter
lukai ! our first time taking a picture together !
top : mel ho and james bottom : me and hanzy
the guys who ' stole ' my voucher given from zai =X
together with one of the staff
as you can see, some people were ' high ' at that time
acting ' girly ' and ' manly ' with cannon
my darlings ! hugs (:
happy birthday to me
the words on the cake reads ' sandra de b.t sotongz. happy 21st birthday ' don't ask what does b.t means because i won't be revealing it. haha
poor me =(
the outcome of having chocolate cream all over your face.
my name !
a ' waterfall ' treat from some of them. my first time drinking it !
eric presenting me my present on behalf of sme
with such ' wonderful ' contents like a singapore flag, a box of lexus biscuits and a packet of roasted peanuts
after searching high and low, finally my present ! A NITENDO DS LITE ! i am super touched ((:
a baby-g watch from e2
an early gong xi fa cai from jingyao. haha. but actually it's a plaque inside
from cannon and grace
make-up set from olivia
a picture collage from my most loved family
all presents together. LOVES :)
SURPRISE ! (:
but for some reasons, i am not able to upload the video with me revealing my nitendo ds. arrggghh ! i shall try it out again. hopefully i am able to ! and why is it that when i bold my font, the colour disappears and changes to black ? blogger is getting weird :X
all a person really needs is just a step wrong and everything will be different. but does that mean that the person does not deserve any more chances ?
GET UP! ; 8:27 PM;
Friday, January 04, 2008
ahhh !
first and foremost, I AM FINALLY DONE WITH MY PROJECT ! this is very good news. however, it seemed as though we had took a very short time to complete it. or probably it was because we really had to rush through everything and yet at the same time make everything nice. but now that we are finally over and done with it, it is really a load of our minds. at least we finished it earlier than expected. and from now on, my real SIP starts and that is 'Slacking In Progress' ! =X WHEEE !
well, my ' new-year's-eve-counting-down-to-new-year's-day ' was spent with my extremely loved ones. it was really very rare that my whole family would get together to countdown. in a way, it is because you would usually be spending this day with your friends. but i chose to be a filial daughter (: we went to marina mandarin hotel. my parents had reserved a place for us at the loungue to countdown over there. instead of squeezing into the crowd just to catch the usual fireworks display to usher in the new year, this time we the dropping of TONS and TONS of balloons to welcome in the new year ! (and we did not have to squeeze in with everybody) it was our second consective count down over there. however, last year i did not witness the dropping of the balloons. my parents were telling me how fun it was. and this year, after experiencing it for myself, i really would agree with my parents. it is something that you would not just get to witness on any other occassion. as much as i would love to go and watch the fireworks, but i would say that this is much more special ! =) you can always catch the fireworks on days like national day or something. but not for this. the company made it even better. what a way to kick off the new year with your loved ones ! i shall post up the pictures once i get it from my brother.
oh, i am madly in love with this phone now ! LG KU990 Viewty
it is a touch phone. almost similar to iphone. just that iphone is more of a pda phone. and iphone is slightly heavier and broader as compared to this viewty. don't why know but i think i have some kind of fetish for things with this kind of ' touch ' function ! haha coincidentally, when i went to singtel's website yesterday i realised that they are having a promotion with this phone now. but the best thing is that, the promotion ends today ! =( and i only fell in love with this phone like yesterday after my friend showed it to me. gosh, it was really love at first sight ! i am SO tempted to buy it. plus my plan has already reached it's 21 months. my present phone is almost on it's deathbed already. but i still love it. the functions are quite good considering this to be one of my longest phone i have used so far. it is not exactly going to die, but i am just tired of it =X and this VIEWTY is really a BEAUTY indeed ! i am just so in love with this phone. i will get my hands on it real soon ! MUAHAHA =P my only concern now is that, are LG's phone user friendly and good to use ? i need people's advise on this !
alrights, signing off here for now. will be back with updates and pictures on my birthday celebration (hopefully) CIAOS (:
GET UP! ; 11:46 AM;
Tuesday, January 01, 2008
HAPPY NEW YEAR ! (:
SAY GOODBYE TO 2007 AND SAY HELLO TO 2008 ! have a GREAT and SUPERB year ahead ! HUAT AR ! (:
2007 had been both a rotten and great year for me ( gosh, i'm speaking the obvious ! -.- ) but nonetheless, i pray hard that 2008 will be a much better year for me. let me achieve what i really want please !
christmas eve : christmas eve was spent with sme and e2 peeps. and we also helped jhon celebrate his 21st birthday !( and soon it will be MY turn ! ): ) we had lunch together in sme. it was so fun because alot of " old birds " came back to join us. we seldom see some of them ever since they enlisted into the army. it was really great. at night we went to settlers cafe and spent the first few hours of christmas there. but the games which we played were not that fun due to time constrain. shall go there again sometime soon (:
updates on my project : we are left with only 6 DAYS to complete and submit our project. but thank god we are almost near to completion already. we just need to edit and add in a few more stuffs. and things should be eaiser for us now that our supervisor is back from his leave. i should really consider taking " leave " on my birthday. or maybe just half day would be good enough. haha great ! that shall be my plan =X
saturday ( 291207 ) went for night cycling recee. everything was great and super fun for the first 95% of the recee. BUT it was not as great and fun during the last 5% of it. reason being was because i fell off from my bike. i shall not say how i fell because i might let the person feel guilty. HAHAHA =X so ya, that fall left me with many wounds from head to leg ! my chin got scratched , my fingers got scratched with slightly bigger wounds and my knees had 3 big wounds ! the wounds are like from small to big -.- i think i do not have any fate at all with bicycles. most of the falls i had since young were also due to bicycles. i must have owed all the bicycles something in my previous life -.-
alright, i'm done with the typing. i have got ALOT of pictures to upload. so i shall leave you all with the pictures ! (:
my cousin's wedding :
with the lovely bride (:
the forever friends bear are simply too cute !
the stars of the night
the best family in the world ! LOVES (:
my dearest bro
christmas eve lunch : our birthday present for jhon. a pair of boxers and a packet of condoms ( such a pity that it was not love box ! wahaha =X )
and his " mushroom-look-alike " lamp
no worries jhon, you are not alone. i will join you in just another 6 MORE DAYS ! =(
gosh !
gift exchanging time !
jhon to jingyao
jingyao to froggie melissa
melissa to ms.tek ko
bamboo to amos
amos to lishan
lishan to boon han
sharon (replaced by mr.jingyao ) to kaiwen
kaiwen to jhon
farhan to alvin ( replaced by mr.jingyao )
alvin (replaced by mr.jingyao ) to sandra
sandra to man chun
man chun to brainer ( replaced by mr.farhan )
yeow sheng to wendy
wendy to ying jian
ying jian to farhan
merry christmas (:
" soon-to-be " graduates. UNFORTUNATELY .... =(
my dear jingyao
and not forgetting my dear yeow sheng too(:
thanks to yeow sheng, eeyore and pooh were in the party too ! =P
for once i am " taller " than ms.bamboo =D
am i strong enough to pull through these ? but, i am just not giving up yet =0))