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Sunday, June 29, 2008
be strong, my dear friend !


this whole week had been hectic.
had to rush through my report all week.
only managed to hand in the whole report on friday.
what a way to start off the first week of school.
please get me a good grade for it (:

july is just at our door-step.
and its going to be uber boring !
basically its from july onwards.
by july, almost 3/4 of my guy friends will be busy serving the nation.
leaving only a minority of them.
and most of the minority are very busy people.
mondays to fridays will be real dreadful to pass.
weekends will be the only time to look forward to.
meanwhile, i need to keep myself busy in order for time to pass by quickly.
my in-charge better schedule me for work with my available dates.
if not i might just rot and grow algae at home !

a heart wrenching news just reached me.
and at this moment of time, i am really deeply affected by it.
so much so that i am lost right now.
very lost.
the only thing i am able to do now is pray real hard.

my dear friend, you promised me that you will make it.
have you forgotten about it ?
you said that no matter what, you will do your very best to fight your way through.
that was your promise.
we made our promises, and i've kept to it.
how about you ?
you can't and you are not supposed to break your promise.
i want to see you giving your everything alright ?
it wasn't easy for you to have reached here, don't give up halfway.
please don't.
i'm really looking forward to seeing a whole new you !
and i'm still waiting for you to complete IT for me.

footnote : i am extremely proud of you to have made it this far.



"Dear Lord, please grant him a strong will power to keep fighting on. Its been hard coming this far, but it would be too much if it just ends here. All he needs is just strength from you to pull through. Please grant him everything that he needs. You are all he needs right now. And only You can help him. Shower your angel's love upon him to make him stronger. I pray, Amen."

GET UP! ;
9:48 PM;

Wednesday, June 25, 2008
早知道.爱


a lovely song recommended to me by a lovely person
(:

卢学叡 - 早知道.爱



我 应该在你身边
却不敢对你说 能不能说
我 是不是太多余
听他给你的话 有没有痛
翻阅每个想你的夜晚
可是我不想在矛盾里
一直重来
早知道爱 我已忘了离开
等你明白 我非你不爱
或许简单 却不平凡
就算时间要我从今以后
为你孤单
早知道爱 我已忘了喜欢
给你的爱 是永远不晚
只因为爱 我都明白
将我的心放你口袋
等待
我 应该没有秘密
心停在这路口
无法左右
我 是不是还在意
你对我说的话
从没忘过
翻阅每个想你的夜晚
可是我不想在矛盾里
一直重来
早知道爱 我已忘了离开
等你明白 我非你不爱
或许知道 却不平凡
就算时间要我从今以后
为你孤单
早知道爱 我已忘了喜欢
给你的爱 是永远不晚
只因为爱 我都明白
将我的心放你口袋
等待 早知道爱


actually theres another nice song by him.
he re-sang 范晓萱 's 氧气 .
and he's version is really SUPERB !
the only setback about it is that, you should not listen to it when you're feeling very down.
it will only make your tears flow more.
despite that, i still highly recommend it.
such a pity that youtube doesn't have the proper version of the song.
nonetheless, do go and check it out.
fyi, i do have the song ! haha
many thanks to that special someone (:




its inevitable for me not to think.
though it has constantly been a burden to you.
probably its the insecureness i felt.


GET UP! ;
12:24 AM;

Tuesday, June 24, 2008
tell me, tell me . . .


finally had the chance to catch Sex And The City !
after having to rush for it three times before.
thank goodness i could catch it today.
to make it even better, i watched it with my lovely girlfriends !
in the show, the 4 women are very close friends.
coincidentally, 4 of us went to watch it.
and we wanted to self-create our very own sex and the city version !
only thing we aren't able to dress up as classy as them. haha
how nice that would be if it were to come true.

by right, i should be at my report now.
but my mind seems to be a total blank !
maybe its also because i don't have any guidelines to follow.
on the other hand, my mind ain't totally blank.
its however filled with some thoughts which are not related to my report.
and i don't know whether should i or should i not be thinking about them.
its kinda affecting me.
i gotta admit that i am really hard to please.
not as if i want to.
but you can't control your thoughts, can you ?

oh well, just a short post for me to whine.
'cause aside from the meet-up, this monday really sucked.
goodbye people.



things aren't what they are as they appear to be huh.
or are those just my illusions ?
once again, i'm lost

GET UP! ;
1:47 AM;

Sunday, June 22, 2008
its counting down now :(


apparently, my updates are becoming somewhat like a weekly thing.
its yet another happening week.
this week was UBER LOVEE !
here are the updates



monday (160608) :

was supposed to join darling xuefang and diya for a swim.
but i wasn't able to pull myself out of bed on time so gave it a miss.
met up with them later for lunch and proceeded on with our shopping spreeee !
its been aeons since the last i really went on a shopping spree.
in the end, i spent the most ! =X
the stuffs i brought home :

^ 3 tops
^ bag (like finally !)
^ watch
^ 3 pairs of earrings

went to mr. teh tarik after dinner.
had a real good chat with the 2 girls.
such talks are simply love.
i want to have more of such talks with my darlings !
will post up the pictures as soon as i get them.
(:


tuesday - thursday (170608 - 190608) :

3 lovely days spent with dearest Hun.
how i really wish more time could be spent.
time just seem to fly past always.
theres never a day whereby time would itself slow down.
in contrast, i want time to fly as fast as it could during that 3 weeks.
yes, i'm hard to please.
but i've no other choice, do i ?
=)


friday (200608) :

attended yeowsheng's commissioning ball at St. Regis hotel.
the hotel is TOTALLY GRAND !
the settings, furniture, basically the whole hotel just looked very posh.
i'm considering to have my wedding over there. wahaha
when we arrived, it was just in time for the first dish.
in a nicer way, our timing was just nice. haha
overall, everything was great.
all the guys looked so cool when they were doing their toast.
at that moment, i thought that it would be a super proud thing if my boyfriend were to be one of them.
and being able to attend his commission together would be something proud.
but the process to get commissioned is a tough one.
be it the boyfriend or the girlfriend.
so ya, HINT HINT to someone.
HAHA
pictures below.
appologises for some of the photos.
pictures were taken with my not-so-wonderful phone
resulting in them not turning out very well thus had to use photoshop to edit the colour.
gotta bear with them yea ? (:


whiles waiting for ys

the deco, lousy quality of photo i know

the 5 course meal, but the appetizer wasn't very properly taken. so ya

lovely bouquet !

the 'couple' for the night =X (yet another lousy quality photo)
saturday (210608) :

had work for some event company at sentosa.
met kaiwen and hanzy at 8am.
but we were already late.
was supposed to reach sentosa at 8.15am.
oh well, we reached sentosa eventually at 9am.
prepared the stuffs for the event and waited for people to come in.
finally the day ended at around 2.30 or 3pm.
with only 2 to 3 hours of sleep the previous night, i was dead tired by the end of everything.
and not forgetting how badly burnt i was.
the sun was extremely strong.
regardless how much amount of sun block i applied, its totally USELESS.
i still got burnt, BADLY burnt !
until now, i still can feel the hotness on my face.
DAMNIT !
my face now is disgustingly red/black =(
3 consecutive weekends under the bloody hot sun is no joke !
i ought to apply thick layers of sun block from now on to prevent further 'black-ness'.
the sun nowadays can kill !
alright, back on track.
met Hun after work.
slacked until dinner time.
went to eat our usual and favourite ban mian.
and met up with hanzy and company at Astons.
wanted to go Teo Heng, but there weren't any available rooms.
a blessing though 'cause my eyes could barely open.
slept all the way on the bus back home.


its back to school, yet again.
frankly, 2 weeks of holidays is seriously not sufficient for me at all.
there are too many things i want and need to do.
i want to spend more time with people, especially those enlisting REAL soon !
but like it or not, all good things come to an end.
okay, thats all for my entry.
hopefully i'll update during the week now that its back to school.
meanwhile, take good care peeps.
CIAOS !
(:




给你的爱 是永远不晚
只因为爱 我都明白
将我的心放你口袋

GET UP! ;
11:48 PM;

Sunday, June 15, 2008
life's too short for regrets



alot had happened for the past week.
2 NS men lost their lives within the same week.
and one of whom is someone very familiar to people who frequent TPSU's events esp FOW/C.
upon hearing that piece of news, my heart sank.
its really a great pity.
although i only know him by sight, but he is definitely an honourable person.
let us remember him by all the beautiful memories he left for us.
my heartfelt condolences goes out to all who are being affected.

this serves as a wake-up call for everyone.
life is totally unpredictable.
today you're here but tomorrow you may be gone.
we ought to treasure every single thing/person around us.
for nobody knows what will happen the very next moment.
never ever say things which will make you regret them.
love yourself and love all around you.


alright, on a lighter note.
heres what i had been doing for the past week.

tuesday (100608) & wednesday (110608) :

went out with dearest BF.
but well, as they say.
time always seem to fly when you're happy.
and i can't help but to agree fully to this statement.
24 more days to go.
hopefully more time will be spent together yea ?
(:


thursday (120608) :

finally met up with the girlfriends.
morning was swimming at diya's house.
our swimming plan turned to a sun tanning plan instead.
managed to catch up with one another whiles tanning.
after that was k-ing session.
went to some ktv place at Kampong Chai Chee Community Centre.
the price there is real cheap.
8 bucks for 5 hours of singing.
its even cheaper than Teo Heng !
and met up with cloney and valen over there.
but i had to leave early due to my aunt giving us a treat for my dad's birthday.
went to M hotel for dinner buffet.
the spread there is really so worth the money.
they had very fresh oysters/prawns/crayfish, sashimi, soba and most importantly was the chocolate fondue !
what a filling and sumptuous dinner !
a great day spent with great people.
especially the lovely girlfriends.
its been a long time since i had an all girls outing.
LOVES MY DEARS !

polaroid loves !

girls with sexy legss ! :P

friday (130608) :

cca merit award ceremony !
our second and last ceremony.
but this year we didn't cam whore as much as last year.
had to rush for dinner to celebrate mr.lin yongtian's birthday.
dined at terminal 2's Sakae Sushi.
as usual, yongtian is always the one who will get 'tortured' during birthdays.
and now that is his birthday, he wasn't spared.
but this year was much better.
all we did was just to make him eat his sashimi filled with LOTS of wasabi.
i admit that this idea was initiated by me, but yingjian also had a share in it !
he added more wasabi in than me.
so i'm not really the evil one :P
after dinner was to TCC, our favourite chill-out place in airport.
celebrated yongtian's birthday with a slice of cake, which somehow created some communication breakdown between me, yingjian and hanzy.
i was trying to tell them 'indirectly' to order this particular cake for me because it looked nice to me.
whereby actually i meant it for yongtian.
but in the end they ordered that cake for me and another one for him.
and apparently the cake they ordered for me also wasn't the one i was telling them.
HAHA
well, joked and laughed alot over there and on the way back home.
yongtian never fails to make me laugh till i go crazy.
hope to see you soon mister !
(:

SME <3
with e2

my filling dinner

sushiii

yongtian's 'present' from us (part 1)


part 2
look at him, poor thing

mochi !

day dreaming

unglam !

the 'couple' of the night

seriously, whats with your face ah tian ?! hahaha

happy birthday tian

loves

saturday (140608) :

headed to sentosa with the clique.
we were suppose to meet at 11am at Harbourfront but in the end we met up at almost 12pm at Tampines while poor amos was waiting for us at Harbourfront already !
reached sentosa at around 2 and started playing volley.
once again, another tanning session for me.
played all the way until evening and wanted to go and play Luge.
but in the end the queue was horribly long so decided to give it a miss.
met up with sandy and weng at Vivo for dinner.
went to new urban male after dinner because of sandy wanting to buy her flip flops and they were saying that there was a buy 3 get 1 free promotion going on.
and something really funny and embarrasing happened at new urban male.
the first time we went into the shop was just to browse through what they had.
mel, weng, sandy, hanzy and me all wanted to get.
unfortunately hanzy and i being poor kids, had no money to buy :(
therefore leaving with sandy, weng and mel.
they didn't have mel's size (which was also same size as me) so in the end sandy was the only one.
but sandy was 'high tide' so we went to the ladies first.
sandy bought her flip flops the second time we went in.
and just as she was paying, i heard a phone ringing.
suddenly, mel and me said very loudly together.

mel : 你的电话在响!
me : 我的电话在响 !

but i realise that it wasn't my phone which rang.
just as when i realised that, the staff beside me who was at the counter said : 'sorry, that was my phone.'
goodness !
damn embarrassed please !
thinking that we would not back there anymore, we just continued on.
who knows after walking for awhile more sandy said that she felt that the sole of the slippers was too thin and she wanted to go back and change.
and we entered num for the third time -.-
what an interesting day !
(:

look at matt ! *no comments*

lovely sunset (:


cause of the reflection, amos can't really be seen

nice ! (:

the 3 of us who 'threw face' at num


and we'll linger on
time can't erase a feeling this strong
no way you're never gonna shake me
'cause you'll always be my baby

GET UP! ;
11:31 PM;

Monday, June 09, 2008
the guilt in me


sunday (080608) :

met up with sme peeps for bowling and drinking session.
all of them said to meet at 7pm.
however i was the earliest !
i reached at 7, messaged jeremy and he told me he was on the way.
oh well, waited until 8pm until everybody started coming.
had dinner then proceeded to Sunset Bar at Aranda for our drinking session.
han chong and matt drank the most.
at the rate they drank, it seemed that the drinks were free-of-charge.
drank until 12 plus and finally went to bowl.
played a total of 16 games and went for supper before heading home.
and jhon practically scored the highest for all the games.
well done jhonny !


monday (090608) :

met up with jy and my sotong jie mei for lunch.
hanzy was supposed to join us also but unfortunately..
went to Qiji for lunch and sat there for close to 2 hours just chit chatting, updating about our lives and of course, not forgetting about gossiping !
after that walked around and went to disturb mr.wong.
walked past TM's Swensens and 3 of us greedy pigs got tempted by the ice cream.
fortunately for us that they had student's special for their ice cream during that hour.
without hesitation, we walked in.
due to the student offer they had, 3 of us had to share 4 ice creams.
but in the end, jy and my sotong jie mei were the survivors.
i gave up after finishing mine.

left for school after our ice cream to meet up with FC for dinner.
played fustball and pool in lounge first before dinner.
after dinner we went to some playground and talked.
sad thing is that our KL trip is now left with only the 'main committee' and a few of us.
but from another side of things, lesser people would be easier to move around.
so ya, theres both negative and postive ways about it.
we discussed until we ended up playing Dai Di and Bridge.
jacq and xavier was teaching me how to play bridge.
but i still wasn't able to catch it.
its alright, i shall learn it during chalet !


photos from Sunset Bar and bowling.
will be back when i'm free.
its a packed week ahead !
take care people.
TILL THEN !
(:



tiger beer

caught red-handed !reminiscing AR ! (: proudly presented by WENG, with assistance from ME !

the seniors & juniors

check out some of our lovely poses

the emo kids


p.s : i really felt very guilty towards you during the conversation had just now. if only i could stand up for you and fight for your rights. the temptation in me was so strong, but i can't. i made you the promise and i had to keep to it. how i wish they would not see you as who they think you are. its something so unfair to you. i'm sorry to have disappointed you.


GET UP! ;
11:38 PM;

Saturday, June 07, 2008
will things get better in time ?



this whole week had been quite a hectic and stressful one.
the entire week was basically a goner for me.
studied for term test since monday all the way up to friday.
first two papers were still fine.
but the last paper was not fine at all.
i am so angry with myself.
went to change my answer for this particular question at the last minute.
i was trying very hard to think which was the answer.
in the end, i decided to change my answer.
and that was a GREAT mistake !
i should have just left my answer as it was.
though it was just 2 marks, but 2 marks could make a BIG difference.
if i were to fail the paper, that 2 marks could probably make me pass !
anyway, i don't have much confidence for my last paper.
with all that amount of theory, it just makes me go crazy.
and seriously, my mind was totally blank when i saw the paper.
so ya, looks like i've gotta hope for a 'miracle-which-may-not-happen'.

went to settlers after my last paper to de-stress.
was suppose to meet at 9.30pm at Clarke Quay, but i was late =X
mel called and told me that all had arrived except me.
and when i asked her even weng arrived already, she said yes.
i was shocked.
but when i reached i didn't see weng !
okay, so i wasn't the latest alright ? haha
got the sofa seats at settlers and we played quite a number of games there.

- what is it to ya ?
- taboo (singapore version)
- snorta
- ugly doll

snorta and ugly doll were those kind of unglam games.
especially ugly doll.
all of us just went crazy while playing it.
had lotsa fun shouting and snatching. haha
headed to TCC after that.
talked, laughed and shared many things until they closed.
through the games at settlers, i really managed to de-stress myself.
i wanna go there SOON again !
(:

OH, i've got something very sweet to share.
kaiwen, baoming, tuay soon and kian leong just came back from hongkong few days back.
and guess what they got for me.
a mini cooper watch and a keychain !
OMG !
at first kw only gave me the keychain.
baoming told me that there is another present for me also and i would be super excited to see it.
and he took out, from kw's bag, a mini cooper watch for me !
but kw's initial plan was not to give it to me so soon.
he wanted to keep me in suspense.
too bad mr.yue !

THANK YOU SO MUCH !
my great friend indeed.
uber sweet-nesss ! (:





sme is becoming a soft toy playland.

yups, so this is all i have to blog about.
the holidays are FINALLY here !
i'm gonna enjoy myself to the fullest though its just a short 2 weeks.
and at the same time i need to regenerate myself back with my beauty sleep !
alright, signing off now.
BYEE !
=)


and hold onto your words
cause talk is cheap
and remember me tonight
when you're asleep


GET UP! ;
10:46 PM;