Tuesday, July 29, 2008
soundtrack of my summer
i need a long break away from eveything.for the whole of today, i've been feeling very restless.
wanted to go for my run after school today but due to unforeseen circumstances, i won't be able to run for the whole week !
it really sucks.
and my exercise plans for the week had to be postponed.
BOOO !
its high time i start waking up and getting my eyes fixed on my notes instead of my computer !
exams are real near the corner.
and i'd ought to start mugging.
i want to leave school as soon as possible !
i'm feeling extremely tired of everything.
just hope that i made the rightful decision.
not sure whether will i have any regrets on it, but all i knew was that i had to do it.
we shall see how things goes.
at the end of the day even if i do not get what i desire, at least i have a consolation for myself.
may there still be the slightest respect left.
life is more intricate than it seems
always be yourself along the way
living through the spirit of your dreams
GET UP! ;
11:47 PM;
11:47 PM;
Sunday, July 27, 2008
hello bed ! (:i'm still awake !
it feels that i have been awake for damn long already.
indeed, its been 18 hours since the time i woke up.
and i am so surprised that i could last until now.
hahaha.
but the time is up.
my bed is shouting for me !
before i go, here's a quote i came across.
" Actions may not always bring happiness.
But there is no happiness without actions. "
Benjamin Disraeli
alrighty, lala land here i come !
sweet nights people (:
it feels that i have been awake for damn long already.
indeed, its been 18 hours since the time i woke up.
and i am so surprised that i could last until now.
hahaha.
but the time is up.
my bed is shouting for me !
before i go, here's a quote i came across.
" Actions may not always bring happiness.
But there is no happiness without actions. "
Benjamin Disraeli
alrighty, lala land here i come !
sweet nights people (:
GET UP! ;
11:56 PM;
11:56 PM;
Mizuno Wave Run 2008 - COMPLETED !
WOOO !
unfortunately, i did not managed to attain my 1 hour target ):
but i did manage to complete the whole run with a timing of 1 hour 15 minutes and 26 seconds !
though i wasn't able to achieve my target, but i'm still satisfied with my timing.
initially i didn't have the confidence that i could complete the whole run without stopping.
afterall i went back to running only like begining of this month.
but i'm so happy that i could do it !
WEEE !
this year's route had a slight change in it.
the route this year was kinda zig-zag.
comparing to last year's route, i would very much prefer this year's.
and this year's event was better organised.
overall, Mizuno Wave Run 2008 ROCKS !
next up is Nike Human Race happening on the 31st August.
that race would be a very grand one.
totally excited for that !
(:
last night was a so-called 'miracle' night for me.
due to the race today, i had to sleep early.
and guess what, i slept at 11.15PM !
gooodness !
can't believe i actually slept before midnight and the timing was still in PM instead of my usual AM timing.
i don't even remember when was the last i slept SO early.
not only did i find it unbelievable.
even yj thought so too.
his reaction was HUGE when he found out that i'm home and going to sleep.
tsk tsk.
gotta go buy lottery huh, mr.yeo ?
unfortunately, i did not managed to attain my 1 hour target ):
but i did manage to complete the whole run with a timing of 1 hour 15 minutes and 26 seconds !
though i wasn't able to achieve my target, but i'm still satisfied with my timing.
initially i didn't have the confidence that i could complete the whole run without stopping.
afterall i went back to running only like begining of this month.
but i'm so happy that i could do it !
WEEE !
this year's route had a slight change in it.
the route this year was kinda zig-zag.
comparing to last year's route, i would very much prefer this year's.
and this year's event was better organised.
overall, Mizuno Wave Run 2008 ROCKS !
next up is Nike Human Race happening on the 31st August.
that race would be a very grand one.
totally excited for that !
(:
last night was a so-called 'miracle' night for me.
due to the race today, i had to sleep early.
and guess what, i slept at 11.15PM !
gooodness !
can't believe i actually slept before midnight and the timing was still in PM instead of my usual AM timing.
i don't even remember when was the last i slept SO early.
not only did i find it unbelievable.
even yj thought so too.
his reaction was HUGE when he found out that i'm home and going to sleep.
tsk tsk.
gotta go buy lottery huh, mr.yeo ?
HAHA
anyway its time i ought to sleep early.
my pimples are poping out like nobody's business.
hate the sight of them !
i shall be a good girl and start sleeping early from now on.
pray hard i will.
HUR HUR !
anyway its time i ought to sleep early.
my pimples are poping out like nobody's business.
hate the sight of them !
i shall be a good girl and start sleeping early from now on.
pray hard i will.
HUR HUR !
my number bib. HUAT AH ! (but this number didn't make me win anything !)
how do you define happiness ?
GET UP! ;
2:20 PM;
2:20 PM;
Saturday, July 26, 2008
its never enoughhow i wish i could just wash my hands off everything.
but deep down i'm very aware that i don't have the heart to do so.
nobody would be happy seeing things going the wrong way right infront of their very own eyes.
being a mr.nice guy is real tough.
and when your efforts aren't appreciated or are being misinterpreted, things just turn for the worse.
because of this issue, i am being robbed off my energy.
the days passes and i am getting more and more tired.
so what now ?
to continue or not ?
so what if i continue, i might in turn just be a redundant person kicking up a big fuss.
crap, don't mind me.
i just had to get it off my chest.
i'll be fine soon, i guess.
off to bed i go now.
goodnights !
but deep down i'm very aware that i don't have the heart to do so.
nobody would be happy seeing things going the wrong way right infront of their very own eyes.
being a mr.nice guy is real tough.
and when your efforts aren't appreciated or are being misinterpreted, things just turn for the worse.
because of this issue, i am being robbed off my energy.
the days passes and i am getting more and more tired.
so what now ?
to continue or not ?
so what if i continue, i might in turn just be a redundant person kicking up a big fuss.
crap, don't mind me.
i just had to get it off my chest.
i'll be fine soon, i guess.
off to bed i go now.
goodnights !
GET UP! ;
2:31 AM;
2:31 AM;
Friday, July 25, 2008
the fear inside of me
i'm awfully afraid.
scared of the outcomes and all.
i'm fearful.
fearful of what would become of me.
i'm practically in a mess.
i made this whole mess myself.
and theres no way i can clean it up.
tell me, how should i face this ?
how am i supposed to pull myself out of this agony.
this path left me with a dead end.
do i still have the chance to turn back and head for a new start ?
i'm extremely lost at this point of time.
scared of the outcomes and all.
i'm fearful.
fearful of what would become of me.
i'm practically in a mess.
i made this whole mess myself.
and theres no way i can clean it up.
tell me, how should i face this ?
how am i supposed to pull myself out of this agony.
this path left me with a dead end.
do i still have the chance to turn back and head for a new start ?
i'm extremely lost at this point of time.
GET UP! ;
1:02 AM;
1:02 AM;
Thursday, July 24, 2008
SINGFEST !i SO want to go for Singfest !
especially on the second day of it.
if only i had that amount of money.
BOOO !
:(
especially on the second day of it.
if only i had that amount of money.
BOOO !
:(
GET UP! ;
12:05 AM;
12:05 AM;
Wednesday, July 23, 2008
眼泪笑了
i'm currently quite into this song.
i first heard it was during the campus concert and it got stucked in my head.
its 眼泪笑了 by 刘力扬.
this song is actually meant for the broken-hearted.
the lyrics of this song is telling one to get back up on your feet after the setback you faced.
be strong and never fail yourself.
this is especially to you my dear.
(you know who you are.)
don't be dismayed by it.
no matter what, you are always loved by me and the rest of the girls.
have faith and believe in yourself and in Him.
soon you'll be able to walk out of it.
HUGS ! =)
GET UP! ;
12:12 AM;
12:12 AM;
Tuesday, July 22, 2008
daddy's a cutie !YES !
i've managed to conquer 1 whole round of bedok reservior already !
HURHUR
actually, i wasn't intending to run at the reservior today.
so the stroy goes like this.
reached home after school around 5 plus with a plan to go for a run around my house area.
i told daddy that i am going for my run.
ME: 'daddy, i'm going for my run now. after that then we go for dinner together okay?'
DADDY: 'eh wait wait ! you going for your run ah ? wait for me. i'll go get changed and i'll go with you.'
ME: *totally in a state of shock*
how much more random can my daddy get.
HAHA
sometimes the littlest things he does makes me feel that he is UBER cute !
(:
and so we drove to the reservior and started on our lovely father-daughter run.
managed to complete 1 round within 24 minutes !
WHOOHOO !
thursday shall be another day before i go for my Mizuno !
wish me luck peeps ! hahaha
(:
come down from your fences, open the gate
it may be raining, but there’s always a rainbow above you.
i've managed to conquer 1 whole round of bedok reservior already !
HURHUR
actually, i wasn't intending to run at the reservior today.
so the stroy goes like this.
reached home after school around 5 plus with a plan to go for a run around my house area.
i told daddy that i am going for my run.
ME: 'daddy, i'm going for my run now. after that then we go for dinner together okay?'
DADDY: 'eh wait wait ! you going for your run ah ? wait for me. i'll go get changed and i'll go with you.'
ME: *totally in a state of shock*
how much more random can my daddy get.
HAHA
sometimes the littlest things he does makes me feel that he is UBER cute !
(:
and so we drove to the reservior and started on our lovely father-daughter run.
managed to complete 1 round within 24 minutes !
WHOOHOO !
thursday shall be another day before i go for my Mizuno !
wish me luck peeps ! hahaha
(:
come down from your fences, open the gate
it may be raining, but there’s always a rainbow above you.
GET UP! ;
10:56 PM;
10:56 PM;
Monday, July 21, 2008
i'm yours ! (:lets see what happened during the past few days.
friday (180708) :
stayed in school until 5 plus for some photo and video shot for the new upcoming aerospace course.
waited for Xuefang to end work and went to Vivo to meet up with her.
planned to go for a manicure session at The Face Shop, however they required bookings and they were quite packed that day thus we walked around and seeked for another alternative.
in the end we decided to settle it at this particular shop at Harbourfront Centre.
our colours were quite similar.
just that mine was more on the red side.
but overall we were both quite satisfied with it.
after which Diya and Daphne joined us at Mussel Guys restaurant for dinner.
dinner was great.
Daiso-ed with them after that.
we practically went there to create a fool out of ourselves.
all of us went crazy upon seeing those-oh-so-big spectacles. haha
parted with them and went to mr yeo's house for DURIANS !
finally saw WENG like after don't know how long.
waited for hanzy to come and started feasting.
initially i asked yj to prepare a knife and fork for me in case i damaged my nails. hahaha
paranoid kid.
but ya, in the end i still used my hands to eat.
xie xie ni yang xian sheng !
a great and fulfiling day.
lukai and ying jian
exam time table is out already.
on a very happy point of view, my last paper is on the 27th of August.
and that simply means that it won't clash with the Nike Human Race !
i can go party after the race. haha
but on the more mundane side, i have just a month more to go to prepare for my final papers.
and the thought of it just makes me feel so 'ARRGGH !'
no idea how to describe that kind of feeling also.
to put it simply, i just don't feel good at all.
:(
i guess what i'm saying is there ain't no better reason.
to rid yourself of vanity and just go with the seasons.
our name is our virtue.
friday (180708) :
stayed in school until 5 plus for some photo and video shot for the new upcoming aerospace course.
waited for Xuefang to end work and went to Vivo to meet up with her.
planned to go for a manicure session at The Face Shop, however they required bookings and they were quite packed that day thus we walked around and seeked for another alternative.
in the end we decided to settle it at this particular shop at Harbourfront Centre.
our colours were quite similar.
just that mine was more on the red side.
but overall we were both quite satisfied with it.
after which Diya and Daphne joined us at Mussel Guys restaurant for dinner.
dinner was great.
Daiso-ed with them after that.
we practically went there to create a fool out of ourselves.
all of us went crazy upon seeing those-oh-so-big spectacles. haha
parted with them and went to mr yeo's house for DURIANS !
finally saw WENG like after don't know how long.
waited for hanzy to come and started feasting.
initially i asked yj to prepare a knife and fork for me in case i damaged my nails. hahaha
paranoid kid.
but ya, in the end i still used my hands to eat.
xie xie ni yang xian sheng !
a great and fulfiling day.
while waiting for daphne and diya
spicy mussels
unglam
check out our crazy shots at Daiso
yummy durians !
saturday (190708) :
went down to town to collect the Mizuno goodie bag together with ying jian and lishan.
after collecting, ying jian and i went to Raffles City and waited for froggie while lishan went home first.
thank you babe for bringing 3 heavy bags home !
meanwhile we walked around looking for a good dining place for dinner.
decided to settle at Yuki n Yaki eventually.
unglam
check out our crazy shots at Daiso
yummy durians !
saturday (190708) :
went down to town to collect the Mizuno goodie bag together with ying jian and lishan.
after collecting, ying jian and i went to Raffles City and waited for froggie while lishan went home first.
thank you babe for bringing 3 heavy bags home !
meanwhile we walked around looking for a good dining place for dinner.
decided to settle at Yuki n Yaki eventually.
slowly, the rest of the gang arrived.
and we had to wait for 4o minutes before we could get our seats.
i was STARVING !
food there was alright.
and we had to wait for 4o minutes before we could get our seats.
i was STARVING !
food there was alright.
the company was great !
especially with those rare-seen faces.
its just LOVE ! (:
i so wanted to try making the ice cream, but had to pay another $2++ more and we were having ice cream cake after dinner so decided to give it a miss.
though i thought that it might be quite fun 'cooking' the ice cream.
followingly, we went to esplanade's 'blue-ball' area to help celebrate sharon's birthday.
slacked, talked and nitendo DS-ed all the way until 2 plus and headed home.
i so wanted to try making the ice cream, but had to pay another $2++ more and we were having ice cream cake after dinner so decided to give it a miss.
though i thought that it might be quite fun 'cooking' the ice cream.
followingly, we went to esplanade's 'blue-ball' area to help celebrate sharon's birthday.
slacked, talked and nitendo DS-ed all the way until 2 plus and headed home.
lukai and ying jian
botaks !
hanzy
yeow sheng !
jian and sheng
birthday girl
sheng wasn't supposed to be in the picture. haha
lukai
exam time table is out already.
on a very happy point of view, my last paper is on the 27th of August.
and that simply means that it won't clash with the Nike Human Race !
i can go party after the race. haha
but on the more mundane side, i have just a month more to go to prepare for my final papers.
and the thought of it just makes me feel so 'ARRGGH !'
no idea how to describe that kind of feeling also.
to put it simply, i just don't feel good at all.
:(
i guess what i'm saying is there ain't no better reason.
to rid yourself of vanity and just go with the seasons.
our name is our virtue.
GET UP! ;
11:48 PM;
11:48 PM;
Thursday, July 17, 2008
神秘嘉賓just came back from the campus concert by 林宥嘉 and 刘力扬 held at TP.
caught it with ying jian and kaiwen.
overall the concert was just a so-so.
probably due to it just being a mini-campus concert.
on the average, both of them sang about 4 songs each only.
which was like not enough please !
i was expecting 林宥嘉 to sing 那首歌.
that was the song which really made me know him more.
maybe like what yj said, that song is not part of his new album thats why.
BUT, he sure is a crappy guy.
the way he brought himself across to the audience was that he is one big JOKER ! haha
oh ! thank you mr.yeo for 'bringing' me along.
if not for your ticket i would not have been able to catch this concert.
thank you many many ! haha
past few days have been quite busy meeting up with people.
today went for the campus concert.
and tomorrow will be a busy but yet LOVELY day for me !
afternoon i will be having some video shot for the new Aerospace course next year.
after which will be meeting my SWEETIES at Vivo.
finally, will adjourn to ying jian's house for some DURIAN FEASTING !
packed schedule i have for tomorrow.
but for now, let the visuals do the rest of the talking.
its time for me to get back at my cover letter.
GOODBYE PEOPLE !
(:
my newborn nephew. doesn't he look IRRESISTABLE ? hahaha (:
i should start counting my blessings.
only then will i realise how fortunate i am.
caught it with ying jian and kaiwen.
overall the concert was just a so-so.
probably due to it just being a mini-campus concert.
on the average, both of them sang about 4 songs each only.
which was like not enough please !
i was expecting 林宥嘉 to sing 那首歌.
that was the song which really made me know him more.
maybe like what yj said, that song is not part of his new album thats why.
BUT, he sure is a crappy guy.
the way he brought himself across to the audience was that he is one big JOKER ! haha
oh ! thank you mr.yeo for 'bringing' me along.
if not for your ticket i would not have been able to catch this concert.
thank you many many ! haha
past few days have been quite busy meeting up with people.
today went for the campus concert.
and tomorrow will be a busy but yet LOVELY day for me !
afternoon i will be having some video shot for the new Aerospace course next year.
after which will be meeting my SWEETIES at Vivo.
finally, will adjourn to ying jian's house for some DURIAN FEASTING !
packed schedule i have for tomorrow.
but for now, let the visuals do the rest of the talking.
its time for me to get back at my cover letter.
GOODBYE PEOPLE !
(:
the entry pass
tcc's stage
刘力扬
林宥嘉 and dj host 巫许玛莉
林宥嘉
singing 传说
check out this pair of twinny's !
check out this pair of twinny's !
my newborn nephew. doesn't he look IRRESISTABLE ? hahaha (:
i should start counting my blessings.
only then will i realise how fortunate i am.
GET UP! ;
11:55 PM;
11:55 PM;
Sunday, July 13, 2008
creeping in on meit really worries me.
i am very afraid that i cannot make it through.
this thing has constantly been on my mind.
what if eventually i don't make it through ?
what will become of me ?
nothing, and i mean NOTHING can help me at all.
its really dependant on me.
feeling freaking vexed over this.
why did things turn out to be this way ?!
'Lord i pray that i will pull through. I need the confidence and perserverance to ensure myself. I've been searching so long for that amount of confidence but i just can't seem to find it. Will you be able to grant me with it ? Also, i would like to pray that i will pick myself up real quickly to have the strength to complete this last stretch. Amen.'
here's a nice song.
chose to post this song up partly also because of the title.
really hope that i can get back on my feet once again.
我可以 !
i know that theres a japanese version of this song.
but here is the chinese version.
游鴻明 - 我可以
痛的感觉那么的清晰
不论我再怎么休息
总无法痊癒
心里被你踏上了脚印
要等待多少次潮汐
才能洗去
我的期待值得你等待
就让它慢慢的来
没有伤害
日月星辰交给我安排
熬过了风雪的阻碍
远方还有一片海
一首歌就算打乱了节奏
曲终人散之后
真心依旧能让你感动
一颗泪如果不是那么沈重
那么不如就让它流
再随着它蒸发在空中
Your Love Forever
每一次闭上眼睛
你的容颜更清晰
记得比忘记容易
难以更动的结局
我想我撑得过去
面对不容易
我可以
就算错误不可能弥补
拿全部当做赌注
请为我祝福
多少夜里有人为我哭
经过了追逐的辛苦
回忆都是满足
一段路就算看不到远处
只要往前一步
再一步或许就要告别辛苦
一个信徒一生只求一个领悟
就算路途
有些耽误
这一切终将值得记录
I Wish Forever
把悲伤写成日记
快乐是给你的信
让你只看到好天气
爬上屋顶深呼吸
为爱重新定义
真得相信
一定可以
每一次闭上眼睛
你的容颜更清晰
记得比忘记容易
难以更动的结局
我想我撑得过去
面对不容易
我可以
忘记不容易
我可以
friend, you are certainly the strongest person i've ever known. please don't disappoint me alright ? you are already reaching the finishing line in just a few more steps. don't tell me that you are intending to quit now. the initial could-not-make-it miracle has already happened. why don't you just let this be whole new start for you ? i am here giving you all the support you need, you know that don't you ? 我也相信你是可以的 ! (:
its yet another lonely night.
i thought the stars and moon could be my company.
but somehow they are nowhere to be seen.
i am very afraid that i cannot make it through.
this thing has constantly been on my mind.
what if eventually i don't make it through ?
what will become of me ?
nothing, and i mean NOTHING can help me at all.
its really dependant on me.
feeling freaking vexed over this.
why did things turn out to be this way ?!
'Lord i pray that i will pull through. I need the confidence and perserverance to ensure myself. I've been searching so long for that amount of confidence but i just can't seem to find it. Will you be able to grant me with it ? Also, i would like to pray that i will pick myself up real quickly to have the strength to complete this last stretch. Amen.'
here's a nice song.
chose to post this song up partly also because of the title.
really hope that i can get back on my feet once again.
我可以 !
i know that theres a japanese version of this song.
but here is the chinese version.
游鴻明 - 我可以
痛的感觉那么的清晰
不论我再怎么休息
总无法痊癒
心里被你踏上了脚印
要等待多少次潮汐
才能洗去
我的期待值得你等待
就让它慢慢的来
没有伤害
日月星辰交给我安排
熬过了风雪的阻碍
远方还有一片海
一首歌就算打乱了节奏
曲终人散之后
真心依旧能让你感动
一颗泪如果不是那么沈重
那么不如就让它流
再随着它蒸发在空中
Your Love Forever
每一次闭上眼睛
你的容颜更清晰
记得比忘记容易
难以更动的结局
我想我撑得过去
面对不容易
我可以
就算错误不可能弥补
拿全部当做赌注
请为我祝福
多少夜里有人为我哭
经过了追逐的辛苦
回忆都是满足
一段路就算看不到远处
只要往前一步
再一步或许就要告别辛苦
一个信徒一生只求一个领悟
就算路途
有些耽误
这一切终将值得记录
I Wish Forever
把悲伤写成日记
快乐是给你的信
让你只看到好天气
爬上屋顶深呼吸
为爱重新定义
真得相信
一定可以
每一次闭上眼睛
你的容颜更清晰
记得比忘记容易
难以更动的结局
我想我撑得过去
面对不容易
我可以
忘记不容易
我可以
friend, you are certainly the strongest person i've ever known. please don't disappoint me alright ? you are already reaching the finishing line in just a few more steps. don't tell me that you are intending to quit now. the initial could-not-make-it miracle has already happened. why don't you just let this be whole new start for you ? i am here giving you all the support you need, you know that don't you ? 我也相信你是可以的 ! (:
its yet another lonely night.
i thought the stars and moon could be my company.
but somehow they are nowhere to be seen.
GET UP! ;
8:57 PM;
8:57 PM;
awesome day today.
of course with credits to Ron and Xuefang.
didn't expect myself to have a chance to catch this year's parade on the bay.
we were quite lucky as the seats we got were quite centralised.
though today was just a preview but it should more or less be the same with the actual one.
everything, aside from the performance, was alright.
especially love the formation done by the SAF, fly pass by the Black Knights and the parachutists.
while watching the SAF's segment of the parade, i felt that all of the guys out there were DAMN COOL !
plus wearing their uniforms makes them look so much more smarter.
guess its really an honour to be chosen for performance during the National Day Parade.
however the down side is that they practically have no weekends off at all.
all the pre-trainings before the parade and all the burnt-off weekends for the rehearsals.
poor them.
right, back to the parade.
both of us were very surprised to see the fireworks display.
thinking that it was just a mere preview, it probably didn't have any fireworks.
but, we were wrong.
the fireworks were magnificant !
can't wait for the fireworks festival during the week of national parade.
after the parade, we went to Marina Square and shopped, hoping to buy something.
but in the end, we ended our mini shopping spree empty handed and for once we took such a short time.
went to Hotpot Culture for dinner.
a yummlicious and filling dinner i must say.
steamboat is loveee !
thank you ron and sweetie for this incredible day (:
p.s : i took a total of 244 pictures throughout the whole parade. don't ask me how i did it because i have no idea myself. nonetheless, i am only going to post up the more significant ones.
the tickets
under the blazing sun
goodie bag
the black kights !
performance by black knight 5 and 6
SAF ! (:
the singapore flag
FIREWORKS !
loves <3
this picture looks so edited. but trust me, it can't be more real ! (=
our dinner (:
went running
my initial target was to complete 10 rounds within 20 mintues.
but unfortunately, i only managed to complete 10 rounds with a timing of 28 minutes ! :(
with that, i am going to make sure that i run on monday, wednesday and friday this week.
i need to attain my target.
only then am i able to upkeep my personal record for Mizuno.
COME ON SANDRA !
YOU CAN DO IT !
alright, this is super random. but ...
WHOO !
imeem changed their player.
its kinda cool looking.
probably due to the colour combination. haha
( i saw the player being changed to a new one last night but now it seems that the player is being reverted back once again ! :( )
okie dookie, i shall stop here for now.
my bed is shouting out to me already.
sweet nights to all !
(:
you have no idea how i am.
your one day is literally years to me.
and its eating up in me.
GET UP! ;
2:34 AM;
2:34 AM;
Thursday, July 10, 2008
girlfriends <3after several weeks, finally a meet up with the girlfriends once again.
met them together at Vivo's Kim Gary.
meeting up with them always makes my day a brighter one.
they never fail to put a smile across my face.
not only are they able to make me smile, but they also made me go crazy.
basically all of us are crazy.
that is why we are all part of 'L Club' ! hahaha
the best part of us was that we were able to cam whore up till a total of 40 over pictures just by staying in the toilet =X
but all these crazy things we do are the BEST !
love you girls tons and tons (:
just a short post here to post about my day today.
tomorrow will be another great day.
signing off here for now.
take care peeps !
CIAOS !
i am slowly counting down to that day.
somehow, i still can't believe that this is happening.
met them together at Vivo's Kim Gary.
meeting up with them always makes my day a brighter one.
they never fail to put a smile across my face.
not only are they able to make me smile, but they also made me go crazy.
basically all of us are crazy.
that is why we are all part of 'L Club' ! hahaha
the best part of us was that we were able to cam whore up till a total of 40 over pictures just by staying in the toilet =X
but all these crazy things we do are the BEST !
love you girls tons and tons (:
just a short post here to post about my day today.
tomorrow will be another great day.
signing off here for now.
take care peeps !
CIAOS !
i look ugly ! hahaha
darling xuefang
classic !
diya
cloney !
something only both of them are capable of doing. haha
with our powers combine ....
LOVES !
i am slowly counting down to that day.
somehow, i still can't believe that this is happening.
GET UP! ;
11:52 PM;
11:52 PM;
Wednesday, July 09, 2008
i'll be waiting for you
so, today marks a new chapter of my life.
a chapter whereby i have to get used to not having him in my daily life.
its really tough having to get used with this new lifestyle.
but as said, its part and parcel of life.
its time i embrace myself and face this as a STRONG WOMAN !
(:
today's judging was good i reckon.
the only problem was with one of the judges (of whom i shall not mention).
this particular judge asked a whole lot of questions and even yawned and talked on the phone whilst our presentation !
what kind of attitude is this man.
and he even shot yw directly in the head.
but he can't be blamed totally though.
yw didn't really did his research also which resulted in that shot.
now that its over, all we can do is hope that they'll give us a good grade for it.
though the weightage is 20% and it may seem quite low, but that 20% could make a difference on whether our 'A' could be substained !
hahaha
my current love is .... :
a chapter whereby i have to get used to not having him in my daily life.
its really tough having to get used with this new lifestyle.
but as said, its part and parcel of life.
its time i embrace myself and face this as a STRONG WOMAN !
(:
today's judging was good i reckon.
the only problem was with one of the judges (of whom i shall not mention).
this particular judge asked a whole lot of questions and even yawned and talked on the phone whilst our presentation !
what kind of attitude is this man.
and he even shot yw directly in the head.
but he can't be blamed totally though.
yw didn't really did his research also which resulted in that shot.
now that its over, all we can do is hope that they'll give us a good grade for it.
though the weightage is 20% and it may seem quite low, but that 20% could make a difference on whether our 'A' could be substained !
hahaha
my current love is .... :
C902
no idea why, but i'm deeply in love with this phone.
the first time i saw it in Starhub, i kinda liked it already.
though the functions aren't really that great but i feel that its more than enough for me.
and i'm slowly getting more and more irritated with my current phone.
it doesn't really gives me much problems i must say.
the only one thing that eats me up is that it seriously lags big time.
for instance, to dial up or to hang up a call can take more than a few seconds.
good grief !
its really a matter of time that i'm going to get rid of my current phone.
i don't trust that it will be able to last me for 2 years just like my previous phone did.
and most importantly, i trust Sony Ericsson more than my current phone's brand.
bottom line is that touch phones are super nice to look at but they ain't user friendly at all !
so people out there don't get deceived just like how i was.
my aim for this week :
- run 1 round of reservoir with a timing of under 30 minutes.
- 20 crunches and 20 sit-ups every night.
my crunches and sit-ups target can still go on as planned.
but its quite difficult to attain my running timing this week.
mainly, the reason being is the rain.
yesterday i was all geared up to go for my run.
guess what, the moment i stepped out of my void deck i felt droplets of water.
why does things happen so coincidentally recently ?
or perhaps i should define them as unfortuante happenings ?
anyway, tomorrow i will be going to run.
please don't rain tomorrow okay ?!
target for tomorrow will be 10 rounds within 20 minutes, HOPEFULLY !
wish me luck. haha
(:
that was very unexpected.
and its more than sufficient.
GET UP! ;
11:32 PM;
11:32 PM;
Monday, July 07, 2008
i am speechless ):today's lab test was practically screwed up !
i was under tremendous stress !
the moment i sat down, my mind went totally BLANK.
everything i memorized and practiced went down the drain !
to make things worst, i literally saw my Channel 2 being changed to ATMOSPHERIC state.
like bloody hell please !
i'm freaking pissed off with myself.
i had better score for the thoery part.
if not i am as good as DEAD !
no words can be used to describe how afraid and terrible i am feeling now, seriously.
=(
alright, on a happier note.
had dinner with FC today which was also a 'farewell' dinner for Hazwan as he will be leaving the civilian world on wednesday.
crapped and cracked super 'COLD' jokes as usual.
thanks to our dear president.
now that Wan is busy serving the nation, it will be quite hard to get full attendance from now onwards.
unless we meet up when he is out during the weekends.
well, we shall see how !
i have yet to mention that my MP judging is this wednesday, 9th JULY at 2PM !
OMG OMG, BULL'S EYE !
i am REALLY that unfortunate huh !
things just couldn't get anymore coincidental.
maybe i should go and buy lottery or something.
ARGGHH !
the thought of it makes me feel so disappointed.
=(
my dear hanzy !
you're enlisting in like 9 hours time !
though you won't be reading this until 10 days later or so, but i still want to wish you all the best while you are in there.
do take great care ya ?
train hard and enjoy your life inside.
may you meet new friends who are as nice as all of us ! haha
i'll definitely be missing you loads !
see you in 10 days later alright ?
(:
我想我要习惯想你的日子
i was under tremendous stress !
the moment i sat down, my mind went totally BLANK.
everything i memorized and practiced went down the drain !
to make things worst, i literally saw my Channel 2 being changed to ATMOSPHERIC state.
like bloody hell please !
i'm freaking pissed off with myself.
i had better score for the thoery part.
if not i am as good as DEAD !
no words can be used to describe how afraid and terrible i am feeling now, seriously.
=(
alright, on a happier note.
had dinner with FC today which was also a 'farewell' dinner for Hazwan as he will be leaving the civilian world on wednesday.
crapped and cracked super 'COLD' jokes as usual.
thanks to our dear president.
now that Wan is busy serving the nation, it will be quite hard to get full attendance from now onwards.
unless we meet up when he is out during the weekends.
well, we shall see how !
FC :)
Wan ! ; notice the difference in height :x
i have yet to mention that my MP judging is this wednesday, 9th JULY at 2PM !
OMG OMG, BULL'S EYE !
i am REALLY that unfortunate huh !
things just couldn't get anymore coincidental.
maybe i should go and buy lottery or something.
ARGGHH !
the thought of it makes me feel so disappointed.
=(
my dear hanzy !
you're enlisting in like 9 hours time !
though you won't be reading this until 10 days later or so, but i still want to wish you all the best while you are in there.
do take great care ya ?
train hard and enjoy your life inside.
may you meet new friends who are as nice as all of us ! haha
i'll definitely be missing you loads !
see you in 10 days later alright ?
(:
我想我要习惯想你的日子
GET UP! ;
11:22 PM;
11:22 PM;
Sunday, July 06, 2008
3 more to gohad a great and lovely day out yesterday.
met up with hanzy and angeline at tampines at around 2.30pm and headed to Plaza Singapura to meet up with edmund.
afterwhich we went to buy tickets to catch Wanted.
actually it was my second time watching it and i was slightly reluctant to go and watch it because it would be so-not-me to watch the same movie twice.
but hanzy said that he would pay for my ticket and asked me to join them.
eventually, i halved the ticket price with him.
though it was my second time watching it but i could still be so engrossed in it.
the plot isn't really that fantastic, but the effects in the movie were superb.
of course, not fogetting that one HOT babe in the movie !
met up with the rest of the e2 / SME gang at glass house after movie.
was supposedly to meet everybody at 6pm, but in the end food orders were only being placed at around 7pm due to people arriving late. haha
i left around 7.30pm to meet Hun, tze choong and eric at raffles city.
Hun actually believed that tze choong and eric would have dinner together at Shokudo !
hope all of you enjoyed that food there and most importantly, the night.
headed to Starbucks at One Fullerton after dinner.
following, hanzy and some others came and joined us.
listened to ji dian's long stories and also made fun of him and *ms. er herm* !
its ultra fun seeing his reactions towards what we say.
nevertheless, its great fun having him around.
there will always bound to have countless of laughters with him at gatherings.
(:
this week will be a torturing week.
many people will be enlisting REAL soooon !
i will seriously miss every single one of you.
do take great care of yourselves when you're in there alright ?
remember to miss us constantly and don't forget to meetup during your book-out days !
i love all of yoooou !
(:
GREAT NEWS !
you're really making all of us feel superbly proud of you.
just hope that you can get through this phase successfully and you'll be on your way to the road of recovery.
you are indeed a man of your word, friend !
met up with hanzy and angeline at tampines at around 2.30pm and headed to Plaza Singapura to meet up with edmund.
afterwhich we went to buy tickets to catch Wanted.
actually it was my second time watching it and i was slightly reluctant to go and watch it because it would be so-not-me to watch the same movie twice.
but hanzy said that he would pay for my ticket and asked me to join them.
eventually, i halved the ticket price with him.
though it was my second time watching it but i could still be so engrossed in it.
the plot isn't really that fantastic, but the effects in the movie were superb.
of course, not fogetting that one HOT babe in the movie !
met up with the rest of the e2 / SME gang at glass house after movie.
was supposedly to meet everybody at 6pm, but in the end food orders were only being placed at around 7pm due to people arriving late. haha
i left around 7.30pm to meet Hun, tze choong and eric at raffles city.
Hun actually believed that tze choong and eric would have dinner together at Shokudo !
hope all of you enjoyed that food there and most importantly, the night.
headed to Starbucks at One Fullerton after dinner.
following, hanzy and some others came and joined us.
listened to ji dian's long stories and also made fun of him and *ms. er herm* !
its ultra fun seeing his reactions towards what we say.
nevertheless, its great fun having him around.
there will always bound to have countless of laughters with him at gatherings.
(:
this week will be a torturing week.
many people will be enlisting REAL soooon !
i will seriously miss every single one of you.
do take great care of yourselves when you're in there alright ?
remember to miss us constantly and don't forget to meetup during your book-out days !
i love all of yoooou !
(:
GREAT NEWS !
you're really making all of us feel superbly proud of you.
just hope that you can get through this phase successfully and you'll be on your way to the road of recovery.
you are indeed a man of your word, friend !
jy and angeline
his main purpose is to take with the chefs behind ! haha
angeline
jingyaooo
my junior / xuefang's cousin (:
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lovely family dinner.JPG)
that cute little phone (:
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the 'lost and found' people
my favourite picture taking spot !
heart you guys
EMO !
the thought of it just makes me feel dreaful.
let time fly, pretty pleassee !
GET UP! ;
10:39 PM;
10:39 PM;
Saturday, July 05, 2008
fall for you
past few days had been quite fruitful.
went running finally on wednesday after AEONS !
and my stamina dropped by quite alot, which was kinda expected when the last i ran was during Napfa. like last year or probably early this year ?
only managed to complete 4 rounds on wednesday.
and due to my 'smart aleck-ness' of not doing a proper warm up and cool down before and after my run, my muscles ached like shit the next day.
resulting in my running plan on thursday to be cancelled !
it was aching so badly that whenever i climbed up or down the stairs, i would seem to be like a crippled.
it was really that bad alright.
fortunately, managed to make it up yesterday, friday.
went running with yj, lukai and hanzy.
my main aim for the day was to be able to complete 2.4km.
but in the end i managed to complete 2.8km within 15 minutes !
was even faster than my 2.4km timing during Napfa.
what a great accomplishment !
WHOOO !
i ought to train much harder for the upcoming Mizuno Wave Run.
gotta maintain my personal record as of last year.
OH YA ! i'm quite proud to announce that i have been doing my sit-ups and crunches regularly these days.
had to make it a point to do at least 10 crunches and 20 sit-ups every night before snoozing my way to lala land.
hopefully i'll say goodbye to those 'unwanted' parts on my body real soon !
gosh, how did i ever find such motivation in me ?
HAHAHA
seriously, my contacts are getting me into huge trouble sooner or later.
for 2 consecutive days, my contacts 'cracked' while i was wearing them.
on thursday it was the right side, and yesterday it was the left side.
OMG, LIKE HOW COINCIDENTAL !?
i did feel the discomfort in my eyes after my run but i had no choice but to keep wearing them until the time i got home.
if i were to take them out while i was still outside i would literally be a blind person.
alright, abit exaggerating here.
but i just could not possibly take them out when i still had to go home by myself.
upon reaching home, i realised that my whole eye was damn freaking red and it even had a small blue black.
it was really feeling very uncomfortable even after taking it out.
even up till now, my left eye just feels so painful and its real red.
this could be the main reson for my throbbing headache.
at this rate, i might face the dangers of going blind soon.
because cracked contacts could actually cut the cornea of your eye.
i wonder, do other people wearing contacts face the problem of having 'cracked' lens too ?and DARN !
i am not able to do lasik due to the condition of my eye.
if i were to risk it and continue on with the lasik, i would definitely suffer.
and the worst scenerio would be me going blind.
it seems as though either wearing contacts or going for the lasik might also lead me to a chance of going blind.
goodness me.
but i REALLY wished that i could go for the lasik.
you pay that amount of money for a lifetime thing.
whereas for contacts, its a long term investment.
eventually you'll end up paying so much more as compared to the lasik.
ARGGGH !
don't know why, but i'm quite pissed off with myself.
crap, i shall stop whinning here.
its going to be a loong and lovely day out later !
can't wait for it !
outings with my LOVVESS !
WHEEE !
and this is my fourth post without any visuals.
quite rare huh.
tmr will probably be taking loads of pictures.
back with the visuals soon ya ?
OH, HAPPY BIRTHDAY BECKY ! =)
alright, off i go for now.
take care people.
CIAOS !
(:
hope you are feeling alright right now.
its been a few days since the last i heard about you.
let me know whether are you safe or not at this moment of time will you ?
i am constantly wondering about you.
my prayers for you have yet to lessen.
reagardless of where you are, you are always a part of us !
time is too little, misses are too much.
GET UP! ;
1:05 AM;
1:05 AM;
Thursday, July 03, 2008
i'm not getting enoughCOUNTDOWN :
7 DAYS !
gosh, time seems to FLY by so fast !
with a blink of the eye, we're just left with 7 days.
why is it that time always fly past so quickly when you're feeling happy ?
all you could wish for was time to slow itself down.
especially during your most blissful moment.
but when you're feeling miserable and wished for time to fly, it seems to be crawling.
at this point of time, you just want everything to past as fast as possible.
how ironic this is.
life is unfair, real unfair.
good things don't last.
how about good people ?
they don't live long too either huh.
so what exactly lasts ?
basically nothing in this world actually lasts, i suppose.
a melancholy truth, somehow.
i can feel the despondent in you.
its really tough on you all these while.
all i can say is, just do your very best.
the effort you had put in until today can all be seen by us.
no matter what, you are already someone great to me.
i definitely would not have been able to reach this far if i were in your shoes.
continue fighting but PLEASE do not force yourself anymore.
it pains all of us to see you in this state.
just remember this, you are NEVER alone.
i can never get enough of it.
it always seems to be so little.
i'm probably just being too self-centered.
7 DAYS !
:(
gosh, time seems to FLY by so fast !
with a blink of the eye, we're just left with 7 days.
why is it that time always fly past so quickly when you're feeling happy ?
all you could wish for was time to slow itself down.
especially during your most blissful moment.
but when you're feeling miserable and wished for time to fly, it seems to be crawling.
at this point of time, you just want everything to past as fast as possible.
how ironic this is.
life is unfair, real unfair.
good things don't last.
how about good people ?
they don't live long too either huh.
so what exactly lasts ?
basically nothing in this world actually lasts, i suppose.
a melancholy truth, somehow.
i can feel the despondent in you.
its really tough on you all these while.
all i can say is, just do your very best.
the effort you had put in until today can all be seen by us.
no matter what, you are already someone great to me.
i definitely would not have been able to reach this far if i were in your shoes.
continue fighting but PLEASE do not force yourself anymore.
it pains all of us to see you in this state.
just remember this, you are NEVER alone.
i can never get enough of it.
it always seems to be so little.
i'm probably just being too self-centered.
GET UP! ;
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12:07 AM;