Sunday, August 31, 2008
run with all my mightits 14 odd hours more to go for Nike Human Race.
pray hard that my timing can be as close to that of Mizuno.
with that limited runs i had since last week, i doubt my timing will be as good.
all thanks to that bad weather.
=(
nonetheless, i'm still going to run my besttomorrow later !
even if it means squeezing my way through that thousands of humans.
just you wait and see !
HOHO !
alright, off to bed i go.
SWEET NIGHTS !
(:
pray hard that my timing can be as close to that of Mizuno.
with that limited runs i had since last week, i doubt my timing will be as good.
all thanks to that bad weather.
=(
nonetheless, i'm still going to run my best
even if it means squeezing my way through that thousands of humans.
just you wait and see !
HOHO !
alright, off to bed i go.
SWEET NIGHTS !
(:
GET UP! ;
2:17 AM;
2:17 AM;
Friday, August 29, 2008
HELLO to the most anticipated holidays !
the horrible exams are finally OVER !
lets welcome the oh-so-anticipated-holidays with open arms !
*CLAPS CLAPS*
i shall enjoy myself to the fullest now until the time comes when results are being released.
that will be the time i will start fretting over everything.
meanwhile, i shall prepare myself for Thailand !
OH !
i've yet to mention about it.
i'll be flying off to Thailand from the 2nd to the 6th of September, which is like next week.
i'll be going together with FC.
this will be my first holiday trip without my parents. (not counting those OCP trips)
not sure whether am i looking forward to it or am i not.
the fact that i know my parents will be super worried about me.
especially after they heard about the monster storm which is expected to hit Thailand anytime soon.
plus, now there are protests going on all over.
i myself am worried enough whether will i make it back in one piece.
needless to say my parents.
i should be looking forward to this.
afterall its been such a long time since i had my last proper holiday.
and i have been so longing for a trip.
but somehow a part of me is kinda reluctant to go.
oh well, to those who are reading this, please do pray for me alright ?
HUR HUR !
AND, the greatest temptation i have on my list now is :
CREATIVE ZEN X-FI !
i'm totally in love with it !
but due to the fact that i am so damn broke at the moment, it has to be on hold for the time being :(
the price is actually quite okay considering the specifications.
if not for Thailand, i might head down to Comex over the weekend and probably get it ?!
URRGH !
i can feel that great amount of itch in my heart.
i thought of going to Comex and check things out.
but i reckon that the crowd there would be disgustingly horrible and it would also increase the level of temptation of getting it.
both Thailand and this new love of mine came at the wrong timing !
BOOO ! :(
any kind soul interested to buy this for me as an early christmas present ?
i'll love that person to the BITS ! =X
continue dreaming sandra !
i shall head to bed now and not think about it anymore.
here's leaving you guys with some random pictures.
till i blog again.
GOODNIGHTS !
(:
i'm a certified food hunter ! HOHO (:
despite the often sight of it at work, surprisingly i'm not sick of it. haha
i'm so loving my new pair of shoeees ! (:
contents of the Human Race Pack which caused a big hu-ha !
insecureness could only be the word to describe.
i just couldn't help but to feel this way.
won't you make me feel better ?
p.s : hello new friend ! looking forward to more chats with you (:
GET UP! ;
1:35 AM;
1:35 AM;
Wednesday, August 27, 2008
sometimes when we touch (:You ask me if I love you
And I choke on my reply
I'd rather hurt you honestly
Than mislead you with a lie
And who am I to judge you
On what you say or do?
I'm only just beginning to see the real you
And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides
Romance and all its strategy
Leaves me battling with my pride
But through the insecurity
Some tenderness survives
I'm just another writer
Still trapped within my truth
A hesitant prize fighter
Still trapped within my youth
And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides
At times I'd like to break you
And drive you to your knees
At times I'd like to break through
And hold you endlessly
At times I understand you
And I know how hard you've tried
I've watched while love commands you
And I've watched love pass you by
At times I think we're drifters
Still searching for a friend
A brother or a sister
But then the passion flares again
And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides
And I choke on my reply
I'd rather hurt you honestly
Than mislead you with a lie
And who am I to judge you
On what you say or do?
I'm only just beginning to see the real you
And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides
Romance and all its strategy
Leaves me battling with my pride
But through the insecurity
Some tenderness survives
I'm just another writer
Still trapped within my truth
A hesitant prize fighter
Still trapped within my youth
And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides
At times I'd like to break you
And drive you to your knees
At times I'd like to break through
And hold you endlessly
At times I understand you
And I know how hard you've tried
I've watched while love commands you
And I've watched love pass you by
At times I think we're drifters
Still searching for a friend
A brother or a sister
But then the passion flares again
And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides
GET UP! ;
1:01 AM;
1:01 AM;
Tuesday, August 26, 2008
keep walking =)1 DOWN !
AND 1 MORE FINAL ONE TO GO !
KEEP GOINGG SANDRA !
and tomorrow will be a lovely night out with the girls after your paper.
(:
AND 1 MORE FINAL ONE TO GO !
KEEP GOINGG SANDRA !
and tomorrow will be a lovely night out with the girls after your paper.
(:
GET UP! ;
8:18 PM;
8:18 PM;
Monday, August 25, 2008
its all over mei hate it when my emotions are in control.
seriously, why can't they just go away ?
i should be busy thinking about my papers NOT about all these redundant thoughts.
please let all the strength i have to come and chase them away.
i can't afford to be thinking of them at this very moment.
URRRGGHH !
FOCUS PLEASE SANDRA TAN !
it's just emotions taking me over
caught up in sorrow
lost in the song
seriously, why can't they just go away ?
i should be busy thinking about my papers NOT about all these redundant thoughts.
please let all the strength i have to come and chase them away.
i can't afford to be thinking of them at this very moment.
URRRGGHH !
FOCUS PLEASE SANDRA TAN !
it's just emotions taking me over
caught up in sorrow
lost in the song
GET UP! ;
12:24 AM;
12:24 AM;
Wednesday, August 20, 2008
sleep isn't my priority tonightprobably it was because of the rotten day i had yesterday.
i had a damn bad dream last night.
not sure should i consider it to be a nightmare.
but it just wasn't good AT ALL !
woke up feeling all scared.
i'm dreading to head to bed tonight.
thinking that it may appear and haunt me once again.
somehow that dream/nightmare seemed to last for quite a long time.
let me forget about it and please DON'T ever let it come true.
much appreciated.
to all babes and dudes,
thank you all so much for the love and concern shown.
don't worry, i'm much better now already.
yesterday was really horrid.
but today was superbly LOVE !
received a few messages from some of you and i'm seriously very grateful.
what would i be without all you sweeties.
thank you once again and i love every single one of you !
GREAT BIG HUGS ! (:
and something random here,
i just realised that the date today is 2008 2008 !
20th August 2008 = 2008 2008 !
HUR HUR !
alright, its back to the notes now.
COME ON SANDRA !
KEEP ON GOING !
when all i needed was a friend,
to listen to me whine.
when all i needed was someone,
to catch my tears.
you were there beside me.
(:
i had a damn bad dream last night.
not sure should i consider it to be a nightmare.
but it just wasn't good AT ALL !
woke up feeling all scared.
i'm dreading to head to bed tonight.
thinking that it may appear and haunt me once again.
somehow that dream/nightmare seemed to last for quite a long time.
let me forget about it and please DON'T ever let it come true.
much appreciated.
to all babes and dudes,
thank you all so much for the love and concern shown.
don't worry, i'm much better now already.
yesterday was really horrid.
but today was superbly LOVE !
received a few messages from some of you and i'm seriously very grateful.
what would i be without all you sweeties.
thank you once again and i love every single one of you !
GREAT BIG HUGS ! (:
and something random here,
i just realised that the date today is 2008 2008 !
20th August 2008 = 2008 2008 !
HUR HUR !
alright, its back to the notes now.
COME ON SANDRA !
KEEP ON GOING !
when all i needed was a friend,
to listen to me whine.
when all i needed was someone,
to catch my tears.
you were there beside me.
(:
GET UP! ;
10:51 PM;
10:51 PM;
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i'm back to my usual self now already.
thank you all for the concern !
many loves and hugs to all !
(:
i'm back to my usual self now already.
thank you all for the concern !
many loves and hugs to all !
(:
GET UP! ;
12:55 AM;
12:55 AM;
Friday, August 15, 2008
when your thoughts are in controlwas blog hopping around until i came across these 2 persons blog.
Thursday (140808) :
a night out with the girlfriends.
after so long, finally full attendance !
slacked over at Mr.Teh Tarik.
with thanks to Xuefang sweetie for the drinks (:
shall let the peektures do the talking !
hoho
the content in them are almost similar.
i really wished that i could be able to give them a tight hug and tell them that they're not alone.
but i'm afraid i can't do much to help the second person.
i know who is she, and she does know who am i (i suppose)
however she's probably unaware that i'm reading her blog.
everytime i read her blog, i really feel for her.
i've been meaning to take a step out and talk to her.
telling her how strong she is and her unbendable perseverence.
its something i really admire her about.
all i can do is to pray for her.
hopefully she'll get through her darkest time real soon.
(:
today's date is supposedly to be quite a significant one but i wasn't the least happy about it at all.
probably its due to the lacking of something or someone.
the feeling is so akin to what i had felt a few months back.
i don't think i am that insatiable until that extend.
it was that small something which i needed.
unfortunately, it didn't come at all.
just a simple one could easily put my mind at ease.
now on the controversal, i'm in a perplexed state of mind.
enough of the rants.
on a lighter note, i've found my next 10km marathon after Human Race !
I AM SO GOING FOR THIS !
WOOO !
a once in a lifetime experience to run on an expressway !
any interested friends to join me in this ?
we can run and lead a healthy lifestyle together !
HAHA
for more details:
oh, and i can't wait for tomorrow's Food Hunt !
kinda interested on how the event goes.
wish me luck people.
be it the running or the eating part.
just pass me all your luck and the champions will be us once again.
HUR HUR !
Thursday (140808) :
a night out with the girlfriends.
after so long, finally full attendance !
slacked over at Mr.Teh Tarik.
with thanks to Xuefang sweetie for the drinks (:
shall let the peektures do the talking !
hoho
mr. teh tarik
our stupid faces (:
heart them all
i love this picture
smiles !
BFF's
想起你的拥抱
这感觉短暂纪念
就像烟火
下一秒消失不见
想起你的拥抱
这感觉短暂纪念
就像烟火
下一秒消失不见
GET UP! ;
10:16 PM;
10:16 PM;
Tuesday, August 12, 2008
beauty sleeep pleasse :(Wednesday (060808) and Thursday (070808) :
had been busy with EPS and work these 2 days.
actually it was on the whole quite boring and tiring.
especially on thursday whereby not many people came.
a few of us ended up bringing out tables from the back stage of TCC to study.
hardworking huh ? haha
but it was also because the following day we had 2 quizes. (as mentioned in the previous post)
and both subjects are equally tough.
after EPS had to rush down for work.
i felt totally drained out after everything.
i stood wearing heels up to 10+ hours within a day !
poor legs :(
Friday (080808) :
a special day.
a day which will only pass through the calender once.
went for both my quizes.
one of them was really a test of your memorising skills.
the coverage of that whole subject was like 80 - 90% based on theory.
thankfully, i'm able to answer most of the questions.
just hopefully its enough to pull my grades up.
the other one was kinda gone.
first question was still alright, but not the second one.
guess, i could only get a marginal pass for that quiz.
went for FIR's concert with my concert kakis at night.
knowing that there'll definitely be a delay in time, we met up at around 8pm.
and by the time we went to the toilet and walked to our seats, 5 minutes later the concert started !
great estimation of time. haha
both yingjian and lishan kept telling me that the seating arrangment of the stadium had a change.
but no matter how i looked, i still could not spot the difference.
the only difference i noticed was that we were SUPER near to the stage.
comparing to David Tao's concert, we paid the same price but our seats were quite far back.
overall, the concert was GREAT !
they really rocked the whole of indoor stadium down.
of course not forgetting their special guest appearance by 萧敬腾.
TWO THUMBS UP ! (:
with a touch of your grace.
shadows fade into the light.
i am by your side,
where love will find you.
had been busy with EPS and work these 2 days.
actually it was on the whole quite boring and tiring.
especially on thursday whereby not many people came.
a few of us ended up bringing out tables from the back stage of TCC to study.
hardworking huh ? haha
but it was also because the following day we had 2 quizes. (as mentioned in the previous post)
and both subjects are equally tough.
after EPS had to rush down for work.
i felt totally drained out after everything.
i stood wearing heels up to 10+ hours within a day !
poor legs :(
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my 2 'irritating' group mates. haha.JPG)
sandra ! (:.JPG)
Friday (080808) :
a special day.
a day which will only pass through the calender once.
went for both my quizes.
one of them was really a test of your memorising skills.
the coverage of that whole subject was like 80 - 90% based on theory.
thankfully, i'm able to answer most of the questions.
just hopefully its enough to pull my grades up.
the other one was kinda gone.
first question was still alright, but not the second one.
guess, i could only get a marginal pass for that quiz.
went for FIR's concert with my concert kakis at night.
knowing that there'll definitely be a delay in time, we met up at around 8pm.
and by the time we went to the toilet and walked to our seats, 5 minutes later the concert started !
great estimation of time. haha
both yingjian and lishan kept telling me that the seating arrangment of the stadium had a change.
but no matter how i looked, i still could not spot the difference.
the only difference i noticed was that we were SUPER near to the stage.
comparing to David Tao's concert, we paid the same price but our seats were quite far back.
overall, the concert was GREAT !
they really rocked the whole of indoor stadium down.
of course not forgetting their special guest appearance by 萧敬腾.
TWO THUMBS UP ! (:
ticket
the stage decoration before the lights went off
天天夜夜
singing 记的爱 on piano. superbly nice ! (:
nice lightings
finale of the concert :(
Saturday (090808) :
HAPPY 43RD BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE !
( no doubt i'm like so late =x )
caught Money No Enough with baby.
initially i thought that watching this movie was a waste of money.
but after hearing from my friends and seeing the reviews about it, i decided to go catch it.
the movie is indeed quite humorous.
only thing was that the whole movie didn't really have a plot.
no fixed storyline for the movie.
but its still worth a watch though.
afterall we ought to support our local production, aren't we ?
hahaha
thought of watching the fireworks but reckoned that the crowd out there would be horrible so therefore we gave it a miss.
homed after dinner and some window shopping.
yup, this sums up my updates.
yet another wordy entry of mine. haha
can't blame me though.
i've been ultra busy with work and project reports these days.
and exams are just 2 more weeks ahead.
i really pray that i'm able to complete that 2 irritating reports i have on hand like SOOOON !
oh, did you all catch the opening ceremony of the Olympics ?
i wasn't able to make it for the live telecast but thank goodness for mobtv. haha
the performance was phenomenal !
though i thought that the whole performance was quite draggy.
nonetheless, i really salute them for such an astonishing performance.
however i personally felt that the best part wasn't the performance.
it was the fireworks.
the fireworks display was MAGNIFICANT !
trust me, after seeing their fireworks display i really think that the ones in Singapore are nothing at all.
when will we ever get to see such a display in Singapore ?
haha
alright, i gotta prepare to head to work for now.
i am so tired.
but time seem to fly past quite fast during work these days.
GOODBYE PEEPS !
(:
with a touch of your grace.
shadows fade into the light.
i am by your side,
where love will find you.
GET UP! ;
4:07 PM;
4:07 PM;
Friday, August 08, 2008
my doom's day.I'M SOO DEAD !
2 quizestomorrow later and i'm still struggling with my notes.
and one of which has a weightage of 10% !
just thinking of that is more than enough to add onto my stress level.
my poor brain feels so saturated.
i doubt nothing is getting in anymore.
my eyes are getting heavier as the minute passes.
i'd probably should head to bed now and see if i'm able to wake up earlier to study again.
GOODNIGHTS !
if time permits, i'll be back with updates within these few days.
(:
2 quizes
and one of which has a weightage of 10% !
just thinking of that is more than enough to add onto my stress level.
my poor brain feels so saturated.
i doubt nothing is getting in anymore.
my eyes are getting heavier as the minute passes.
i'd probably should head to bed now and see if i'm able to wake up earlier to study again.
GOODNIGHTS !
if time permits, i'll be back with updates within these few days.
(:
GET UP! ;
1:09 AM;
1:09 AM;
Tuesday, August 05, 2008
being random (:dined at ToP Table this afternoon with FC.
WOOO !
had been wanting to dine there ever since it started.
glad i managed to have a chance before i leave. haha
but, to me the food overall was just average.
nonetheless, it was the experience that counted.
(:
busy busy day tomorrow.
EPS preparation and the opening ceremony in the afternoon.
don't know how will it be like.
just pray hard that my project doesn't give us any last minute hiccups.
no repeat problems like what we got this afternoon PLEASE !
let all go on smoothly for tomorrow and thursday.
EPS FTW !
hahaha.
and gosh, i feel so poor these days.
wonder where has all my money gone to.
the last i've been on a shopping spree was like a few months ago ?
FOOD could probably be the main cause of it.
and the remaining mere 20% will go to some miscellaneous stuffs.
come to think about it, i really spend alot on food.
my one day allowance could all be used up just to satisfy my constant cravings for food.
i need to cut down my expenditure on food and buy things for myself instead.
i've got a whole load of things which i've been wanting to buy and they ain't cheap!
* a puma sports bag.
* nike jacket
* lovely blouses / dresses
* mp3 player
* wallet (how does Coach or Burberry sound ? hahaha)
well, these are just the few things on my list which i want to buy.
and all these are more than enough to make me go broke !
thats why i'm working as much as possible this month.
but last 2 weeks of the month will still be left blank due to exams.
what is the fastest way to earn big bucks ?!
i'm SO in need of money.
:(
alright, its gonna be a lonnng day tomorrow.
EPS and its off to work at night.
i have a feeling work's gonna be boring tomorrow.
because now its off peak season !
ARGGH !
let that 4 hours past fast okay ?
sweet nights to all (:
you should have seen the unfathomable expression on me.
its way beyond description.
and now i could only reminisce.
WOOO !
had been wanting to dine there ever since it started.
glad i managed to have a chance before i leave. haha
but, to me the food overall was just average.
nonetheless, it was the experience that counted.
(:
check out the top part of the picture ! haha
FC YO ! (:
busy busy day tomorrow.
EPS preparation and the opening ceremony in the afternoon.
don't know how will it be like.
just pray hard that my project doesn't give us any last minute hiccups.
no repeat problems like what we got this afternoon PLEASE !
let all go on smoothly for tomorrow and thursday.
EPS FTW !
hahaha.
and gosh, i feel so poor these days.
wonder where has all my money gone to.
the last i've been on a shopping spree was like a few months ago ?
FOOD could probably be the main cause of it.
and the remaining mere 20% will go to some miscellaneous stuffs.
come to think about it, i really spend alot on food.
my one day allowance could all be used up just to satisfy my constant cravings for food.
i need to cut down my expenditure on food and buy things for myself instead.
i've got a whole load of things which i've been wanting to buy and they ain't cheap!
* a puma sports bag.
* nike jacket
* lovely blouses / dresses
* mp3 player
* wallet (how does Coach or Burberry sound ? hahaha)
i'm not greedy, i just want to get my hands on either of these and i'll be more than contented
i'm getting head over heels with them =X
well, these are just the few things on my list which i want to buy.
and all these are more than enough to make me go broke !
thats why i'm working as much as possible this month.
but last 2 weeks of the month will still be left blank due to exams.
what is the fastest way to earn big bucks ?!
i'm SO in need of money.
:(
alright, its gonna be a lonnng day tomorrow.
EPS and its off to work at night.
i have a feeling work's gonna be boring tomorrow.
because now its off peak season !
ARGGH !
let that 4 hours past fast okay ?
sweet nights to all (:
you should have seen the unfathomable expression on me.
its way beyond description.
and now i could only reminisce.
GET UP! ;
10:08 PM;
10:08 PM;
Sunday, August 03, 2008
that awful tragedy
finally back with some updates.
WARNING !
it will be quite a wordy post ahead.
=)
Friday (010808) :
had CCOM interview in the afternoon.
frankly, i didn't really prepare for it.
i remebered to place in my certificates and all.
but the most important 2 things i didn't include in.
* results and cca transcript.
* poster and flyer
only when i was talking about my MP then i realised that i've made such a grave mistake in not including my poster and flyer in my portfolio.
but thank goodness the lecturer interviewing me was quite lenient.
eventually, i got an A grade for my interview.
thats it.
CCOM = CLEARED !
WOOO ! (:
went home to change out of my formal wear and met up with Xuefang at Kallang.
planned to go for Festival Of Praise together.
after realising that none of the buses at the bus stop goes to indoor stadium, we decided to go there by foot.
and i swear that the weather these days can KILL !
both of us kept whining all the way on how 'hot' we were.
HAHA
went to Leisure Park for dinner and proceeded for FOP.
the crowd was like WOW !
the entire stadium was FULL !
overall, FOP was superb.
its been quite sometime since i felt this way and i really miss that kind of feeling.
God's presence could really be felt.
i felt so blessed after that.
(:
after that, we walked back to Kallang once again.
we thought for very long on what and where to eat.
in the end, we went back to Tampines for Macdonalds.
lovely night (:
Saturday (020808) :
very much wanted to join farhan and yingjian for a run.
but i still wasn't in the 'perfect' condition to do so.
so decided to snooze all the way until they called me.
met up for brunch with them at the prata shop.
afterwhich, met up with my colleague to pass her my uniform and went home.
the initial plan was to go for Derek's birthday party.
but his birthday party was postponed.
waited for the time to come and went to meet Baby at Pasir Ris.
caught The Mummy with Baby and friends at Leisure Park.
second consecutive day there.
and on friday i was just telling Xuefang that the following Friday i will be at the indoor stadium again.
the next thing i know, i'm there the consecutive day and soon-to-be consecutive week.
the movie was not bad.
kinda draggy in a way.
but just as the movie was at its climax, an element of laughter would be added in it.
don't get what i mean ?
well, go catch the movie and you'll understand. haha
i would rate this movie 3 popcorns out of 5.
one thing i must say, Isabella Leong who plays Lin in the movie is DAMN HOT !
i find her so attractive.
HOHO !
after that went to chill and homed.
with that, this concludes my saturday (:
feel like posting up my updates regarding today.
but it seems that this post is wordy enough.
so i'm just gonna stop here for now.
busy week ahead.
work and EPS setting up and the actual event this week.
my dear friends, if you're reading this, please do come by TCC and view my lovely project on wednesday and thursday alright ?
HUR HUR !
Goodbye people (:this is just an ordinary day.
wipe the insecurities away.
i can see that the darkness will erode.
wipe the insecurities away.
i can see that the darkness will erode.
GET UP! ;
10:27 PM;
10:27 PM;