Sunday, September 28, 2008
the F1 fever !and so, Alonso has clinched the title of being the first winner of the first ever night race.
kinda sad because i didn't really wanted him to win.
what a waste for Masa.
he's really very unfortunate.
however, Hamilton did quite a good job.
after the first safety car he was in position 12 or something?
and finally he came in 3rd.
but i'm so disappointed that i didn't manage to have a chance to be part of the F1.
how cool would it be to be able to watch it LIVE !
though the tendancy of my ear drums bursting might be at risk.
but how often do you get a chance to be part of a F1 race?!
:(
nevertheless, i want to go for the Motor Show !
its like every 2 years, i can't afford to miss this year's show.
anybody interested to join me?
HAHA
alright, no more complains from me about my mp3 anymore
because i've got my hands on the new Creative X-FI already !
thank you ying jian for letting me know about the 15% discount.
manged to get the discount with my mom's IC despite her not being there.
and the 15% helped me save $35 !
WHOOO !
i'm super satisfied now !
((:
p.s: qing ai de, if you're reading this. sorry i didn't wait for you to get one together. simply because i couldn't live a day without my mp3. but if you want i can accompany you to go get one ! HUGS ! (:
the player is cool but not the packaging ! haha
can time stop here and never continue?
everything seems so perfect now.
but, how long will this last?
kinda sad because i didn't really wanted him to win.
what a waste for Masa.
he's really very unfortunate.
however, Hamilton did quite a good job.
after the first safety car he was in position 12 or something?
and finally he came in 3rd.
but i'm so disappointed that i didn't manage to have a chance to be part of the F1.
how cool would it be to be able to watch it LIVE !
though the tendancy of my ear drums bursting might be at risk.
but how often do you get a chance to be part of a F1 race?!
:(
nevertheless, i want to go for the Motor Show !
its like every 2 years, i can't afford to miss this year's show.
anybody interested to join me?
HAHA
alright, no more complains from me about my mp3 anymore
because i've got my hands on the new Creative X-FI already !
thank you ying jian for letting me know about the 15% discount.
manged to get the discount with my mom's IC despite her not being there.
and the 15% helped me save $35 !
WHOOO !
i'm super satisfied now !
((:
p.s: qing ai de, if you're reading this. sorry i didn't wait for you to get one together. simply because i couldn't live a day without my mp3. but if you want i can accompany you to go get one ! HUGS ! (:
the player is cool but not the packaging ! haha
can time stop here and never continue?
everything seems so perfect now.
but, how long will this last?
GET UP! ;
11:08 PM;
11:08 PM;
Thursday, September 25, 2008
will you wait for me, creative x-fi ? haha
my stuffs are falling apart, seriously !
the worst of all is my mp3.
it was facing some problems since last week when it died halfway.
the first thing which came to my mind was that the battery was flat.
but thinking again, it couldn't have possibly been so.
i had charged it for at least 2 hours the night before.
and the very next day it died after a couple of songs.
i was left with no music all the way up until Gleneagles Hospital !
poor me !
i am someone who can't live without music.
that trip to Gleneagles seemed so torturous.
today, on my way to work i was trying out my player again.
to my horrid, my player hung on me !
i wasn't able to listen to one proper song.
just as i wanted to try switching tracks, the whole thing HUNG !
i tried turning it off but it just won't budge.
the one thing about mp3 players are that they aren't like handphones whereby you could always take the battery out to restart the whole thing.
even until now, its still stuck there.
i hereby pronounce my Creative Zen Neeon DEAD !
:(
URRGGHH !
this is so damn terrible.
or perhaps its just fate telling me to get my Creative X-FI !
hopefully i'll be able to get it real SOON !
life is miserable without music.
next up is my wallet.
my wallet is also on the verge of dying.
the coin compartment is torn.
and coins are dropping everywhere via that hole.
my bag would always have 'extra' coins in it thanks to my wallet.
and that extra flap in it is also giving way soon.
i've been sourcing for wallets these days.
maybe its because i'm too fussy thats why i've yet to fancy anything.
and those which manage to catch my attention are out of the question because of the price.
goodness me.
when is my freaking pay coming in ?!
i am so damn broke.
if only i could afford, then Burberry or Coach wouldn't be a problem.
HUR HUR.
i am desperately in need of a new wallet and mp3 player !
any kind soul willing to volunteer to share this burden with me ?
HOHO.
yes yes, just continue dreaming sandra !
enough of my rants.
on a much happier note,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY !
I LOVE YOU TRUCKLOADS !
(:
I LOVE YOU TRUCKLOADS !
(:
you gave me something, something which makes my world turn.
please do not take it away from me.
GET UP! ;
1:09 AM;
1:09 AM;
Tuesday, September 23, 2008
the happiness lingers onmy camera is back with me !
and that just means that the pictures taken on friday shall be up now.
its going to be an entry with just the visuals.
ENJOY !
(:
my darlings ! <3
check out amos in his number 4
at prata shop
the 2 officers who lost to 1 civilian and a recruit ! hahaha
the civilian and the recruit
happy belated yo !
the dudes
and the 3 lovely babes (:
prize presentation time.
TA-DAH ! surprisee ! =)
times spent together are moments i treasure.
they will always be played on repeat in my mind.
GET UP! ;
1:14 AM;
1:14 AM;
Saturday, September 20, 2008
the same old meyesterday was totally LOVE !
i reckon i'm more or less over that hurdle already.
can't wait for the outcome now.
but what really brightened up my day was meeting up with the clique once again.
its been almost AEONS since the last we had a proper gathering.
even for those who had been M.I.A-ing all these while turned up yesterday night for SME's sub com camp's barbeque.
afterwhich was to prata shop opposite school to celebrate mr Jingyao's belated birthday.
as usual, Amos would always be the one entertaining all of us.
and he had company last night.
Yongtian was there making fun of him.
all of us just sat there and 'watched' them.
its been so long seeing such a scene. haha.
how i miss those days.
some of us then suggested to go bowling after eating.
just then, we realised that we had no cake so Yingjian went to get the cake and met us at Safra to pass it to us.
reached the bowling alley only to find out that all lanes are full and we had to be on the waiting list.
while waiting, some played darts while the rest of us went to play Fusball.
and i swear playing Fusball makes me go crazy.
for some reasons, i was pratically laughing and slightly screaming throughout.
especially during the times whereby Amos actually scored own goals.
nonetheless i still had loads of FUN !
after a few rounds of Fusball, we celebrated Jingayao's birthday.
sang our usual 3 languages of the birthday song and it was cam-whoring time !
just as we ended our picture taking, we had our lanes !
Amos literally mad a fool of himself while bowling.
but it was those silly poses which made all of us burst out laughing.
bowled until closing time which was 2.30am and headed back to school because the barbeque food had lots of left-overs.
sat and talked at the barbeque pit until 5.15am and started packing up.
while i was in the toilet over at SME's side, i heared a cat's cry from outside.
initially, i thought it was the guys who were playing a trick on me. (nothing new anyway. haha)
but the cry got louder and nearer.
i was super frightened that i didn't dare step out of the toilet.
i peeked out of the door and saw this kitten.
Amos then came to my rescue.
i kept pulling his shirt while avioding and making my way back to SME.
regardless of how scared of cats i am, i seriously pity that kitten.
it was leaping its way around.
i believe it was super hungry thats why it kept crying.
we didn't have any milk for it thus Edmund gave it some water to drink.
if only we kept the bones from the stingray then we could feed it to the kitten.
poor thing.
hope it finds its way out of the campus and get some kind soul to feed it.
(:
not a bad movie, but thats provided you are one who appreciates musicals.
basically the movie has no storyline.
its the songs which made the movie interesting.
those lovely evergreen ABBA songs.
NICE !
how amazing it would be if Singapore had such an island.
a simple lifestyle to lead with no worries to face.
with the beach just along the coast.
every morning be awoken by the morning breeze from the sea.
a small yet lovely villa to call home.
and of course, together with the person you're going to spend the rest of your life with.
what a picture-perfect dream.
(:
i reckon i'm more or less over that hurdle already.
can't wait for the outcome now.
but what really brightened up my day was meeting up with the clique once again.
its been almost AEONS since the last we had a proper gathering.
even for those who had been M.I.A-ing all these while turned up yesterday night for SME's sub com camp's barbeque.
afterwhich was to prata shop opposite school to celebrate mr Jingyao's belated birthday.
as usual, Amos would always be the one entertaining all of us.
and he had company last night.
Yongtian was there making fun of him.
all of us just sat there and 'watched' them.
its been so long seeing such a scene. haha.
how i miss those days.
some of us then suggested to go bowling after eating.
just then, we realised that we had no cake so Yingjian went to get the cake and met us at Safra to pass it to us.
reached the bowling alley only to find out that all lanes are full and we had to be on the waiting list.
while waiting, some played darts while the rest of us went to play Fusball.
and i swear playing Fusball makes me go crazy.
for some reasons, i was pratically laughing and slightly screaming throughout.
especially during the times whereby Amos actually scored own goals.
nonetheless i still had loads of FUN !
after a few rounds of Fusball, we celebrated Jingayao's birthday.
sang our usual 3 languages of the birthday song and it was cam-whoring time !
just as we ended our picture taking, we had our lanes !
Amos literally mad a fool of himself while bowling.
but it was those silly poses which made all of us burst out laughing.
bowled until closing time which was 2.30am and headed back to school because the barbeque food had lots of left-overs.
sat and talked at the barbeque pit until 5.15am and started packing up.
while i was in the toilet over at SME's side, i heared a cat's cry from outside.
initially, i thought it was the guys who were playing a trick on me. (nothing new anyway. haha)
but the cry got louder and nearer.
i was super frightened that i didn't dare step out of the toilet.
i peeked out of the door and saw this kitten.
Amos then came to my rescue.
i kept pulling his shirt while avioding and making my way back to SME.
regardless of how scared of cats i am, i seriously pity that kitten.
it was leaping its way around.
i believe it was super hungry thats why it kept crying.
we didn't have any milk for it thus Edmund gave it some water to drink.
if only we kept the bones from the stingray then we could feed it to the kitten.
poor thing.
hope it finds its way out of the campus and get some kind soul to feed it.
(:
its been such a long time since i had such fun.
i can vaguely remember when was the last i laughed so hard.
only with them then am i able to forget everything and be my true self.
after so long, finally a gathering.
not sure when will the next gathering be.
meanwhile, all of you will continue to be missed by me !
pictures to be uploaded soon.
if not for hanzy who 'stole' my camera away, i would have been able to post up the visuals by tonight.
HOHO.
not a bad movie, but thats provided you are one who appreciates musicals.
basically the movie has no storyline.
its the songs which made the movie interesting.
those lovely evergreen ABBA songs.
NICE !
how amazing it would be if Singapore had such an island.
a simple lifestyle to lead with no worries to face.
with the beach just along the coast.
every morning be awoken by the morning breeze from the sea.
a small yet lovely villa to call home.
and of course, together with the person you're going to spend the rest of your life with.
what a picture-perfect dream.
(:
i have a dream, a fantasy
to help me through reality
and my destination makes it worth the while.
GET UP! ;
11:58 PM;
11:58 PM;
Sunday, September 14, 2008
happy children with lanterns (:
happy mooncake festival !
HOHO.
not sure if its just me, but the thing i noticed was that the tradition of lanterns during Mid-Autum Festival have seemed to lessened.
maybe partly because i'm being cooped up at home whole day.
this was said based on what i observed from out of my window earlier.
i still remember seeing many children holding all kinds of lanterns and playing with sparklers back at my old house.
and on one particular year, i joined in the fun together with my neighbours.
those were the days !
(:
anyway, to all my dearest friends.
i sincerely thank all of you for all your love and concern.
sorry to have made you guys worried.
but fret no more, i've sorted my thinking out already.
i have decided to be more optimistic over it.
afterall what happened has already happened.
no point brooding over it.
now its time for me to stand up and go for it once again.
its only through this way then i can attain what i have always intended.
SANDRA, DON'T GIVE UP !
the finishing line is just infront of you.
how you want to race to that finishing line is all up to you.
i'm sure most of you have heard of Energy's version.
but i personally love this more.
my emotions evoked much more as compared to Energy's.
especially after the 3 minute part.
HUR HUR.
for those who have yet to hear Fly To The Sky's version, i'm sre you'll fall deeply in love with this after listening.
not forgetting the person who introduced this song to me.
not forgetting the person who introduced this song to me.
(:
cause i believe that we can make this into something.
something that will last forever.
GET UP! ;
9:39 PM;
9:39 PM;
Thursday, September 11, 2008
its now or never
my worst nightmare has turned into reality.
just why can't things be what i intended them to be ?
why do i always have to face such a consequence ?
i seriously think i suffer a lousy fate.
how awful !
DARN.
:(
"Lord. Will you let it be a wonderful ending for me ? An ending which i have been meaning to get hold of all along. You know how much this means to me. Please don't take it away from me. Shower all your angel's love and faith upon me, will you ? Amen."
alright, aside with all those melancholy stuffs.
something on a lighter note.
yesterday was baby's POP.
its like, FINALLY !
congratulations my dear.
1 year and 8 more months to endure.
i know you we can do it.
(:
before jockey cap up.
my newly promoted PRIVATE boyfriend (:
together with his family 
bmtc school two.
my secondary school friend, farhan ! hoho
why can't life be as simple as it can be ?
why is there so much complexity in everything ?
GET UP! ;
12:18 AM;
12:18 AM;
Monday, September 08, 2008
and this shall be my fateso i guess, the day is more or less fixed already.
as it draws near, i doubt i'll be able to sleep in peace anymore.
it just worries me even more.
i'll just be thinking about it every night.
and before i know it, i will dread the feeling of having to look at my phone.
URRGGHH !
i'm scared.
in fact, very scared.
why put me through such an ordeal ?
i hate this, totally !
"Please let it go pass smoothly will you Lord, i really need your strength and anointing to tide me through this. I pray that i will not fail it this time around. Amen"
you put me high on a pedestal.
so high that i could almost see eternity.
but you're now making me fall faster than ever.
as it draws near, i doubt i'll be able to sleep in peace anymore.
it just worries me even more.
i'll just be thinking about it every night.
and before i know it, i will dread the feeling of having to look at my phone.
URRGGHH !
i'm scared.
in fact, very scared.
why put me through such an ordeal ?
i hate this, totally !
"Please let it go pass smoothly will you Lord, i really need your strength and anointing to tide me through this. I pray that i will not fail it this time around. Amen"
you put me high on a pedestal.
so high that i could almost see eternity.
but you're now making me fall faster than ever.
GET UP! ;
10:59 PM;
10:59 PM;
Wednesday, September 03, 2008
those sweetest memoriesi lied.
i'm not any better today.
in fact, i think i'm feeling much worse.
today was the first day of TP RoboGP.
i personally didn't like it at all.
what happened today was totally out of my imagination.
i never expected him to be such a subtle person.
no doubt i may have certain things against him but he has literally placed a full stop onto this friendship.
the fact that i still do talk to you means i still somehow 'care' about this friendship.
but looks like it means nothing at all to you.
so why should i bother ?
and this just comes to shows what an immature person you are.
if not for some particular reason, you would not even be sitting there crapping your ass off alright. so don't you be too presumptuous about it.
i won't be seeing you anymore.
goodbye !
i miss having events with my previous committee members.
during the time whereby i was sitted there earlier on, those memories of us having all kinds of fun together just kept coming back.
i really miss every single one of you !
things are totally different now.
i don't feel part of them.
yes, we may still play, laugh, mock at each other.
however its still unlike our time.
the bond we shared was amazing.
we had our fair share of conflicts during events.
but the grudge would not be brought out of the clubroom anymore after the debriefs.
and one thing i can be so proud is that, our conflicts were very minimal.
every event was an event to look forward to.
everyday was a fun day having all of you around.
but look at me now, i'm being left all alone here.
all of you are all over.
its just me and only me here.
i really wish that all of you could be here with me now.
i want to leave TP like NOW !
although it contains my most fondest memories.
but there's seriously nothing for me to hold onto anymore.
i'm tired of always being mistaken as the bad guy.
i'm sick of facing faces whom i dread to everyday.
if only we could get our results tomorrow.
i can't wait to see my status as a GRADUAND !
and from then on it'll be peace for all of you.
it will be a win-win situation !
URRRGGHH !
i'm leading a darn unhealthy lifestyle.
i hate myself for being so easily affected by the smallest things around me.
BE STRONGER SANDRA !
BE FIRM !
you can't go on this way anymore !
will tomorrow really be a better day for me ?
its again one of those awful nights.
your hugs and kisses came to my mind.
and they remained there just like always.
i'm not any better today.
in fact, i think i'm feeling much worse.
today was the first day of TP RoboGP.
i personally didn't like it at all.
what happened today was totally out of my imagination.
i never expected him to be such a subtle person.
no doubt i may have certain things against him but he has literally placed a full stop onto this friendship.
the fact that i still do talk to you means i still somehow 'care' about this friendship.
but looks like it means nothing at all to you.
so why should i bother ?
and this just comes to shows what an immature person you are.
if not for some particular reason, you would not even be sitting there crapping your ass off alright. so don't you be too presumptuous about it.
i won't be seeing you anymore.
goodbye !
i miss having events with my previous committee members.
during the time whereby i was sitted there earlier on, those memories of us having all kinds of fun together just kept coming back.
i really miss every single one of you !
things are totally different now.
i don't feel part of them.
yes, we may still play, laugh, mock at each other.
however its still unlike our time.
the bond we shared was amazing.
we had our fair share of conflicts during events.
but the grudge would not be brought out of the clubroom anymore after the debriefs.
and one thing i can be so proud is that, our conflicts were very minimal.
every event was an event to look forward to.
everyday was a fun day having all of you around.
but look at me now, i'm being left all alone here.
all of you are all over.
its just me and only me here.
i really wish that all of you could be here with me now.
i want to leave TP like NOW !
although it contains my most fondest memories.
but there's seriously nothing for me to hold onto anymore.
i'm tired of always being mistaken as the bad guy.
i'm sick of facing faces whom i dread to everyday.
if only we could get our results tomorrow.
i can't wait to see my status as a GRADUAND !
and from then on it'll be peace for all of you.
it will be a win-win situation !
URRRGGHH !
i'm leading a darn unhealthy lifestyle.
i hate myself for being so easily affected by the smallest things around me.
BE STRONGER SANDRA !
BE FIRM !
you can't go on this way anymore !
will tomorrow really be a better day for me ?
its again one of those awful nights.
your hugs and kisses came to my mind.
and they remained there just like always.
GET UP! ;
11:28 PM;
11:28 PM;
Tuesday, September 02, 2008
why things can't go our way ?to all my wonderful friends,
i won't be flying to Thailand already.
as you all know and heard, the unrest and chaos there is getting from bad to worse everyday.
and if i were to really go there, i may not even make it back.
so yup, trip is canceled !
the travel agency has more or less given us our refund back.
the only thing is that, its in credits form.
meaning that it can be kept and used for another trip.
so its either we forfeit that amount or plan for another trip.
but looking at the current situation around the world now, it just seems that nowhere is safe to go at all.
the whole world seems to be in a total mess.
everything and everywhere is falling apart.
Singapore just feels the safest to be at.
and seriously, things are extremely uncertain these days.
anything can just happen within that spilt second.
the bottom line is still, treasure every single person around you this moment and don't do things which you will make you regret it tomorrow.
therefore, I LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS !
HOHO ! (:
why things go the way we want it to be ?
if it could, then what a wonderful world it would be huh.
i don't understand why are some people so stubborn.
despite telling them a hundred times, they still won't budge !
you want people to listen to your so-called constructive ideas, but why don't you want to listen to people's suggestions ?
people don't reject for no reason.
even if the majority agrees with it, you'd still rather stick to your own.
so why work in a team then ?
and change your frigging attitude.
don't talk as if the whole world owes you a living.
nobody owes anybody anything.
we, as humans have feelings.
learn to respect and speak with insensitiveness.
urggh !
don't mind me.
its just one of those entries again.
though i am kinda contradicting myself in this entry but ya.
i'll be fine by tomorrow.
babe, i love you
all of a sudden, my world turned into a moment of darkness.
why weren't you there to revert the colours back ?
the lonliness i felt couldn't be explained.
GET UP! ;
11:38 PM;
11:38 PM;
Monday, September 01, 2008
embrace the sweet nightNIKE HUMAN RACE 10KM - COMPLETED !
TIMING - 75 MINUTES !
the only thing that i am happy and proud of is that my timing was almost the same as Mizuno.
and i've improved by that mere 15 seconds !
hahaha
but i could have done much much more better if not for ....
i swear that this is my first run which was damn frigging uncomfortable !
seriously, this could be so called one of my most horrible run personally.
not because of the route or whatsoever.
its because of my "AUNTIE" !
what a great time chosen.
TSK !
i was very surprised at myself that i managed to attain my target.
before the run i thought that i might complete the run with an earliest timing of 80 minutes.
but as i looked at my timing while approaching the final stretch, i was quite happy.
and that was my only motivation which made me pick up speed and head towards the finishing line.
overall, the race was actually quite okay.
except for the tunnel parts at Clarke Quay area whereby you have to up and down slope.
that part was hectic.
and it just made me feel so much worse.
one thing was that the weather was wonderful !
really thank God for that lovely weather.
though it drizzled alittle.
or should i call that showers of blessings ? (:
nonetheless, good job to all the 11000 people (including me) who were there !
okay, my bed is haunting me.
and i desperately need it now.
a better day awaits me tomorrow.
goodnights to all !
=)
the finisher bracelet ! (:
looking out the corner of my eye
i can see that the sunshine will explode
far across the desert in the sky
TIMING - 75 MINUTES !
the only thing that i am happy and proud of is that my timing was almost the same as Mizuno.
and i've improved by that mere 15 seconds !
hahaha
but i could have done much much more better if not for ....
i swear that this is my first run which was damn frigging uncomfortable !
seriously, this could be so called one of my most horrible run personally.
not because of the route or whatsoever.
its because of my "AUNTIE" !
what a great time chosen.
TSK !
i was very surprised at myself that i managed to attain my target.
before the run i thought that i might complete the run with an earliest timing of 80 minutes.
but as i looked at my timing while approaching the final stretch, i was quite happy.
and that was my only motivation which made me pick up speed and head towards the finishing line.
overall, the race was actually quite okay.
except for the tunnel parts at Clarke Quay area whereby you have to up and down slope.
that part was hectic.
and it just made me feel so much worse.
one thing was that the weather was wonderful !
really thank God for that lovely weather.
though it drizzled alittle.
or should i call that showers of blessings ? (:
nonetheless, good job to all the 11000 people (including me) who were there !
okay, my bed is haunting me.
and i desperately need it now.
a better day awaits me tomorrow.
goodnights to all !
=)
the finisher bracelet ! (:looking out the corner of my eye
i can see that the sunshine will explode
far across the desert in the sky
GET UP! ;
12:10 AM;
12:10 AM;